Only For Him (Boyxboy)

Being his best friend isn't a walk in the park. Not when I surely don't want to be. I may be the popular one and the cool one but inside I'm the one that's awkward. I can have any girl I want but there's just something about him that makes me think being with him..... is what's best.
He'll never feel the same though. He's socially awkward and not noticeable to most people but that's one of the reasons why I like him. But he's not gay. And he'll never see me in the light I want him to. And I'll have to live with that. But can I?