What does she have that I don't?
Alex tried to talk to me, but I ignored him and walked off. "Good luck man, when she's pissed, she doesn't stop being pissed for a few days." Gavin sympathizes with Alex. I don't want to tell anyone what happened, and I'm not going to.
I wait for All Time Low to go on stage. I'm not gonna be a cunt and quit on him just because he did with me.
I wait for a little while and then head out at my que, singing, bowing, and walking off and going to my bus.
"If Alex comes by tell him I already went to bed. I don't want to talk to him." I mutter at the guys, going into the bathroom, taking off my makeup before climbing into bed in my sports bra and sweat pants.
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Petal is a girl who loves music, and has always had a passion for it. She's in a band, touring with her favorite band around the world with her best friends. It's a little crazy, being a girl with bipolar depression around people who never seem to truly understand.
Alex is a player just like Jack, only has been in a few serious relationships. He likes a challenge, and Petal is one hell of a challenge that he is scared to fall in love with.
"You won't leave me, right?" I ask, tears in my eyes.
"I won't ever, ever leave you. You help me line up things in my life, you and all the events in my life, have proven that it's all a big constellation."
*In this, Lisa and Alex never got married. Lisa won't be mentioned, she doesn't exist, I think she's too wonderful for anyone to talk bad about.*
"Hello bitches you've reached the answering machine of Alex Gaskarth leave me a message and if your sexy enough ill get back to you" Hearing his voice brought a tear to my eye and made all the memories flood back, a small smile appearing on my lips ill always remember his cute cocky attitude, BEEP.
"Alex Im not coming back, Ive done something so terrible. Im terrified to speak, but you would expect that from me" I paused to compose myself, holding back the tears that threatened to spill over my cheek, I Noticed the heavy rain thundering to the ground around me.
I have to leave, start a new life its the only way, I held the phone higher up to my ear crying even more, I will never forgive myself.
"I love you" Throwing my phone into the lake, I pulled up my hood and set off down the long winding road, the Rain washing away the smell of him from my hair, I have no idea where im going but anywhere is better than here, I will only ruin his life, I have to get out.
"Ill never forget you Alex Gaskarth" Now to start my new life and pray that every time I close my eyes im not reminded of horror that unfolded today.