WHEN

Questions. My mind accumulated so much questions starting from the day that I appreciated your existence. Starting from the day I got curious about you. Starting from the day that I liked you. Napaka misteryoso mo,that is why I liked you so much sa puntong kaya ng damdamin kong matiis ang kahit anong sakit. Pisikal o emosyonal. You bring so much to my life. Di ko maexplain.
But the day came that everything changed. You became an open book. Something or someone changed you. But my feelings didn't changed,it just got deeper, I dont know why or when. Kahit na kailanma'y di mo nasuklian ito. All-out coldness lang ang kaya mong iparamdam sakin. Pusong bato,sabi nila. When will I accomplish all the questions in this oh-so-curious mind? When will I get satisfied? Di na yata ako masasatisfied. When will I truly understand that the answer to my questions is your coldness? When will I really understand that 'your coldness' is the answer to all of my questions? Kelan ko kaya mababatid na di mo talaga kayang suklian itong munti ngunit destructive kong damdamin? When will I really understand that someone really needs my love and someone deserves your love on the other hand? I dont know. Really, WHEN?