Over Me

Have you ever experienced something.. that makes you feel like being hit with a hammer would ease the pain? Have you ever wanted to hit yourself over the head mutliple times just because of a couple words? I have, and it hurt me, more than it hurt her. I rejected her, my best friend. I loved her; in fact I still do. But, does she still love me? After everything I did? Most likely not, but I can't have that. I can't live without her. I made a huge mistake.. will it change my life? Will it change hers?