It was mutual, or so I thought. My mind had been telling me one thing and my body another. I started to doubt myself and everything around me. What if this was all a game and I was the objective? What if I had been merely a game piece in this roller-coaster of a game and what if the only thing I cared about was merely a tactic or strategy that foolishly dug myself depper into the void of life, well...more so the void of love.