direct message (rewriting)
- Reads 12,378
- Votes 47
- Parts 3
MatureOngoing<5 mins
Last published Thu, May 11, 2017
kat is all kinds of a messed-up girl-she suffers from depression, adhd and an eating disorder and she's thinking about ending it all. she can't help her thoughts, and they're so loud in her head; she must find a way to let them out. talk to someone. anyone. what better way there is than to write to someone who there is no way in hell he'd ever write back?
and who's the perfect person for that?
the lead singer from kat's favourite punk band 'the so-so sauce', lucas blake, of course.
WARNING: this work contains a lot of talk about depression, anxiety, and anorexic behaviour.
please do not interact if you think it might trigger you!
content material 2017
© all rights reserved
All Rights Reserved
Join the largest storytelling communityGet personalized story recommendations, save your favourites to your library, and comment and vote to grow your community.
You may also like
Rough Draft
As a novelist Tina has no problem creating the trashy love scenes that played out so often in her 'erotic friend fictions' of her teenage years. She knows the formula, the plot, the resolution - guy gets the girl and they ride off into the sunset. Or some variation thereof. Vampire gets the zombie, guy gets the trans girl, whatever - she was no sexuality snob. And romantic Rhode Island provides the perfect backdrop to inspire her scenery. However when she gets the call that she needs to come home she's reminded of why she isn't as happy to be single as she had previously convinced herself.Complete
Love, Summer
One night labels Summer a cheater. Summer's whole life changes after one-night shatters everything she holds important. She suddenly finds herself trapped in a relationship, far from the love she once knew. Now, she's a shadow of her former self, her vibrant personality dulled by the anxiety that dominates her life. Can Summer find the strength to reclaim her identity and rebuild the love she once lost? In this second chance romance we follow Summer as she navigates the treacherous path back to Reese's open arms. *COMPLETE* Bonus chapters WILL be added!
Blurred
(TH#4)"His mind is a chaotic mess, built of the kind of stuff you read about in a Stephen King novel. He couldn't control his anger any more than I could control my stomach from rumbling when I was hungry. He thought cursing like a sailor at others was morally acceptable, and most of all didn't seem to give a rat’s ass about himself. Any normal person would have stayed far, far away. But me? Well, I wasn't normal.” When Lilia Matthews' argumentative and dysfunctional family becomes too much to bear, she moves in with her grandfather for a summer in Heart, North Carolina. What she doesn't expect? Alec Grey. He's creepy, and dark, and frankly everything Lilia doesn't need to be getting involved with. But he has a few problems of his own. Besides the fact that he's certifiably crazy, he can't remember any of the events that led to him showing up on her grandfather's doorstep. And Lilia's apparent mission? To help him regain those memories. When they clash it's like fire and ice, but as Alec and Lilia find out, it's the craziest moments of all when that fine line between love and hate seems to blur. When you find out maybe going against the world all on your own isn't all it's cracked up to be. And that sometimes, it takes delving into the insanity of another to find the sanity within yourself.Complete
It All Started With a Diary
I anticipated every breath, and every word. Each day, you could only take an uneducated guess at what he would say. What he would do. My heart tremor as he leaned in. "I was wrong, sweetheart. I was so wrong," he whispered, the words tickling my ears. "Because with you, there are no doubts. Only love, so, so much love. And, I will spend every single day, every minute, and every fucking second proving that I deserve it." *** Kimberly Wrighton, the new girl who is desperate to make it through her senior year with as little issue as possible. The girl with a diary containing her insecurities, her secrets, and her true self. Kade Ryder, the typical popular guy who feeds off of fights, anger, and violence. The guy that gets whatever he wants, no matter who or what he has to destroy in order to get it. The bad boy that girls swoon over. The guy with a heart so cold, he would laugh in the face of someone's insecurities. This time, though, Kade had gone too far. What if the most rudest, arrogant, popular, and most beautiful man in your school took your diary? What if he read every thought, every bare emotion, and every word of it? What if, in the venture to get it back, you begin to see the real man behind the cold, hard exterior, the real you, and the real truth?Complete
Loving Katy
"I never thought that a man would love me" I say coming to my senses. "Well you thought wrong because I love you" he says. his hand finds it's way into mine. With every passing moment, he gets closer until his face is mere centimetres from mine. I close my eyes, then without warning, I feel his lips on mine. The kiss lasted for a few seconds before we both pulled away. ~ what would happen if you finally found love? ~ Life as a teenager can be hard. Especially when you have a mental illness like Bi-polar disorder. That is a reality for teenager Katy Turner. As a result of her Bi-polar disorder, Katy has very few friends and has never had a boyfriend. But all of that changes when she meets Jake Crawford. All though this may be a rocky relationship these two high school lovers are determined to make this work. And throughout this journey, Katy learns that Jake actually understands her more than she thinks he does, and she learns things about her new found love that may be shocking.Complete
The Demon Nerd & The Mystery Girl
Nathan Howland. Not your average everyday student. Unless having the title of 'The Demon' is average. An aggressive nerd is not one you'd meet any day. No one dares to dethrone this dominat teen who ironically wants to graduate peacefully. Your typical popular attractive guy who hates girls with a ✨passion✨. What happens when a daunting girl approaches him without quivering in trepidation? Jadrianne Clarke. Say she's unique or say she's abnormal. No one knows why she's the way she is. Unreadable & unpredictable. Popular yet keeps to herself. Guys want her; girls idolize her. She leaves people wondering: who is she? In some cases, what is she? A beautiful mystery prince as one would describe. Showing no interest until she moves into a new neighbourhood and enters a new school and encounters a certain grumpy male? [Inspired from Kaichou Wa Maid-Sama] #2 - mysterygirl (07/09/2022) #9 - witty (25/03/2021) #106 - nerd (13/10/2020) #780 - highschool (30/09/2020)Complete
Only You
When Charlotte agrees to fake date bad boy Mason to make her best friend and secret crush, Ben, jealous, she thinks it will be a simple arrangement. The rules are clear and she's certain of her goal: make Ben fall in love with her. So why does it seem like the lines always blur when Mason is around? *** Charlotte Anderson has secretly been in love with her best friend, Ben Hathaway, since childhood, though he's never seen her as anything but the girl next door. After witnessing Ben kissing another girl at a party, a heartbroken Charlotte accidentally admits her crush to notorious bad boy Mason Reed... who also happens to be one of Ben's closest friends. But Mason isn't going to tell Charlotte's secret; instead, he suggests they fake a relationship to make Ben jealous. They create a set of strict rules for the arrangement: no kissing when Ben isn't around, no sex, and no falling in love. But as their fake relationship progresses, and Mason's walls break down, Charlotte finds herself questioning her true feelings for both boys, and wondering if some rules are meant to be broken-especially when it comes to love. [[word count: 100,000 - 150,000]] Cover designed by Gillian Goulet (This story is a standalone title in the Dependency series) [[Wattpad Editors Choice: June 2021]]Complete
darling
"Love Should Never Mean Having To Live In Fear." Aleah loves herself for who she is, but will the rest of the world? Who will stay by her side when times are rough? How will Aleah deal with her problems? Lesbian teen romance Angst/fluff TW: Mentions of suicide thoughts Self harm Mental abuse Abandonment Depression Anxiety Homophobia Might be some cursing It's not all sad it's getting better, I promise:) Also the photos in this chapter and cover where found online and were colored or added more photos to it!!Complete
High school unusual
************************************************** A girl named Lexie has always been sort of a loner. She does have a best friend named Kim, who just so happens to be the most social person you could find. Kim is trying to convince Lexie to break out of her non-social cacoon and go out with a new kid at school. In doing this, will all of Lexie's fears come true? Will she even attempt to have a life filled with multiple friends Or will she just stay in her cacoon? Lexie will find out what it is like to have all of her nightmares become a reality when she finally exists her little shell and enter the real worldComplete
Out of my Control
Book 6 in the It just Happened Series. (Can be a stand alone but to better understand it read Never Say Never.) Love is supposed to be grand. No one prepares you for the heartache and pain. Not in the manner that they should. I had it all! The perfect husband. Johnny, he was everything a woman could dream of. Until I lost him, then my whole world shattered once again. Then there is River Fox the one person who will just not leave. He made a promise to Johnny, one he will not let go of. When all I need is for him to do exactly that. He infuriates me to no end! I just can't get him out of my mind, and it kills me! Loss... Pain... Raising a child on my own, it's all too much. "Katrina." He never calls me by my name. It's always princess, stubborn, a pain in his ass. "Look at me." I can't because when you call my name it does things to me, I know it shouldn't! Desire... Longing... Hoping for something I shouldn't... Wanting to be loved again... "Please, just stop!" Do. Not. Cry. I have shed way too many tears. I can't take the guilt anymore. "Just go. Please!" The first tears fall as the door slams shut. I'm betraying Johnny, by wanting his close friend. Even though I try to fight, I can't resist him. I hate it! I hate him. Mostly, I hate myself for the desire I have for the one man I shouldn't. How did everything get so out of my control? Disclaimer: I do not own any rights to pictures or songs in the story unless said otherwise. They just portray how I see my characters and the songs inspire certain aspects of the story. Copyright ©️ 2024 All rights reserved. This book or any portion of this book may not be used or be reproduced in any matter whatsoever without the express written permission of the publisher. Except for brief quotations in book reviews.
As a novelist Tina has no problem creating the trashy love scenes that played out so often in her 'erotic friend fictions' of her teenage years. She knows the formula, the plot, the resolution - guy gets the girl and they ride off into the sunset. Or some variation thereof. Vampire gets the zombie, guy gets the trans girl, whatever - she was no sexuality snob. And romantic Rhode Island provides the perfect backdrop to inspire her scenery. However when she gets the call that she needs to come home she's reminded of why she isn't as happy to be single as she had previously convinced herself.
More detailsContent Guidelines