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Why did it have to be like this
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Ongoing, First published Nov 27, 2016
I was a normal girl but nothing's ever perfect. Im a target for bullying, who specifically? Dan and Phils little possy, let me explain in case you still don't understand, dan and Phil are the biggest couple, bullying couple. 

Dan has anxiety, it's not that hard to tell.. he also has a stutter, usually. He doesn't hurt me much physically, if at all. He shoves me, sometimes punches me, but he does most of the damage with words, simple but complex. 

Phil has ADHD, it's not hard to tell.. again, he doesn't have a stutter making him more intimidating, i know It sounds shallow but when dan stutters it sounds less intimidiating, even though dan still is. He does most of his damage Again, with words.. he punches kicks and shoves sometimes, but only when they do. 

Chris doesn't have anything like that, he's the most dominit one, punches, kicks, shoves, and just overall hurts me physically, when he hurts me he has a sick grin on his face. It's disgusting, almost like he enjoys it, has the leader.. obviously. 

Pj has mild anxiety, separation to be exact.. no one reallly knows what type dan has, I'm dans little sister.. I know.. Pj usually just shoves me, but he's like Chris's guinea pig. it sucks. 

That's my life. Dan doesn't really hurt me when we are at home, or at least he doesn't when we are alone. We get abused by our parents, again shocker!
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Depression//Phan by bluetroyee
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(tw: s*lf-h*rm, mentions of s*lf-h*rm, d*pr*ss*d scenes. May be triggering for some. Read at your own limit, please!) Phil Lester, a boy who's falling into depression slowly. And soon, his depression may end up falling to deep. He gets hateful and rude comments on his videos that he posts to YouTube. He even gets hate on Twitter, Facebook, and Tumblr. What did he ever do to them? What did he do to deserve any of this?? His flatmate Dan doesn't know about Phil's depression, however. All he knows (thinks, rather) is that his best friend is staying strong through all of the hateful things he gets from people. But in reality, that's not what Phil is doing at all. He's not staying strong through the hate. He's just faking the smile for Dan so he wouldn't get so worried about him. Sure, Dan might be able to crack some real smiles out of him once in a while, but not every time. He also wears long sleeves and thick bracelets to hide the scars of his pain. He acts like his normal quirky, adorable, funny, weird self when making YouTube videos, when around his friends and family, when having a meet-up with fans (or just being around them in general), when out in public, etc. Phil hadn't told anyone at all about his depression. And he probably wouldn't anytime soon, either. His fans didn't know, his friends didn't know, his family didn't know, Dan didn't know... nobody knew. But one day, would people push him over his limit? Would Dan be able to save him in time? © 2016 by bluetroyee. ALL RIGHTS RESERVED.
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