I was a normal girl but nothing's ever perfect. Im a target for bullying, who specifically? Dan and Phils little possy, let me explain in case you still don't understand, dan and Phil are the biggest couple, bullying couple.
Dan has anxiety, it's not that hard to tell.. he also has a stutter, usually. He doesn't hurt me much physically, if at all. He shoves me, sometimes punches me, but he does most of the damage with words, simple but complex.
Phil has ADHD, it's not hard to tell.. again, he doesn't have a stutter making him more intimidating, i know It sounds shallow but when dan stutters it sounds less intimidiating, even though dan still is. He does most of his damage Again, with words.. he punches kicks and shoves sometimes, but only when they do.
Chris doesn't have anything like that, he's the most dominit one, punches, kicks, shoves, and just overall hurts me physically, when he hurts me he has a sick grin on his face. It's disgusting, almost like he enjoys it, has the leader.. obviously.
Pj has mild anxiety, separation to be exact.. no one reallly knows what type dan has, I'm dans little sister.. I know.. Pj usually just shoves me, but he's like Chris's guinea pig. it sucks.
That's my life. Dan doesn't really hurt me when we are at home, or at least he doesn't when we are alone. We get abused by our parents, again shocker!
"Phil Lester is the literal sunshine of my life. If I didn't have him in my life, I may have been dead by now. Every day still sucks, but whenever I'm with Phil, my heart remembers that life is worth living. The only reason my life is worth living is to be next to Phil. To see him smile, to hear him laugh, to listen to his voice, to watch him move...everything. Everything that he does brings the much-needed light into my life."
Dan Howell has many struggles within himself, despite his successful YouTube career. The only one who truly helps him is his best mate, Phil Lester. Dan has been madly in love with Phil since the first day they met. However, Dan knows that it is inevitable that Phil will never return the feeling because he is only interested in women. As Dan attempts to battle his own demons, Phil seems to be quite happy and even ends up dating a beautiful girl. Unfortunately, this makes Dan's mental state even worse. What will happen to Dan? Will he ever confess his strong feelings for his best friend? Will he ever overcome the ongoing war in his head?