Tainted Heart
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"I'll take a bullet for you Lex, that's how much I love you. I'd never do that shit for anybody else? I mean shit have you seen how fucking nutty I am in the head?" I ask her laughing at her.
My thoughts jumps all over the place trying to keep her here with me. Think of a reason please. You can't lose her stupid. Alexandra face doesn't changes it's just the same disappointed expression she has every time she looks at me. And I fucking hate it.
"You fucked up really bad this time...and I just need time to think and get myself together...mentally. Don't think of it as goodbye, it's just a break." She softly says while stroking my cheek.
I couldn't control my feelings, my eyes waters and I turn my face the opposite direction from her.
"It's okay. I promise I'll be back, I honestly need a break from you and your lifestyle it was never for me...we always knew this."
Alex picks up her belongings and walk out the room. No kiss. No hug. Nothing from her but words that stabbed my heart.
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