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yeah. I'm the worst girl you could ever think of. I would be jumping out on windows to get out of the house, do cutting classes, and well, of course, being ME. But I did not thought of loving someone back because I was afraid of losing him. although, I'm afraid to admit that no one love me. I lost my love. I don't know if I can bring my love back in my heart... How I wish that life could be better and easier than the past. but it's the present and I have to accept the fact that it will never change. But could one guy change my world??? I mean, I'm lost in my own world. how can I be back in my own fixed path if it was torn apart like a paper, torn into million pieces that made molecules split. even atoms. He can not change my world. Can he???