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The Heart Wants What It Wants « Larry Stylinson

ItsGottaBeHarold

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ItsGottaBeHarold

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"What does freedom mean to you?" He asked and stared deep down into my eyes.

"Uh..." I stammered. I've never really thought about it. "I think, to me, freedom means being who I am without a third person's opinion or permission."

"Freedom lies in being bold. You can't be free if your own self doesn't permit you to." He poked a finger in my chest. "That's exactly what you have to do." His emerald eyes shone. "The form you wrote says you have tried to commit suicide?"

"Yes. About twice." I sighed. 

Dr Styles ruffled his hair. "What's your name and how old are you?"

"Louis Tomlinson. 19."All Rights Reserved

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$From LA to UK {Larry Stylinson book 1} by LouisSavedMe_x$

"Can you for once be honest with yourself, Louis?" Harry pulls his hair. He is so frustrated with the guy he has been living with for the past few weeks. "I am honest with myself! You just think you can turn everyone.... you know the way you are." "Turn everyone what, Louis? Can't you speak the word? Is only saying the word too disgusting for you? Do you mean gay. G-A-Y... GAY." "Stop it!" Louis covers his ears with his hands. He doesn't want to hear it. Harry's words can't be slightly true. Eleanor is proof of that. "You can't keep treating me like shit and kiss me afterwards! You can't say you are straight and keep kissing me! Go on, Louis. Tell me you only like girls and you never enjoyed one kiss we shared. Say it to my face." Louis stays silent, swallowing the lump in his throat. "I hate you, Styles." "Fake news, Tomlinson." Louis Tomlinson is your typical popular high school guy. He has a beautiful long term girlfriend Eleanor and his best friend Zayn he can always count on. Together with Eleanor, Zayn and Zayn's girlfriend Perrie they rule Doncaster high. Louis has it all: A beautiful girlfriend, popularity and a loving family. The only thing that is missing are good grades. That's exactly the reason why Louis participates to this exchange program to LA. Not that he is very excited about it. Harry Styles is an openly gay hipster boy. He has flashy sunglasses, floral shirts and cool bandana's keeping his hair out of his eyes when he paints. Harry loves art and believes that London is one of the most beautiful cities. That's why Harry applied to the London school of arts. Hoping to higher his chances to get in, Harry participates in an exchange program his school is having with another school in the UK. Harry couldn't be more excited to visit the country of his dreams and meeting new people, the social bird Harry is. Little did he know he would end up with a homophobic partner that tries to ruin his time in England.

company by tmahaffey82

Sup gorgeous people of wattpad, just gotta put a lil disclaimer here for the new people reading. This was the first book I ever wrote plus I gave up early on cause I hated the plot, but there will be a few good points. This was also written when I was a little younger ( like 12 ) so that explains why it's kinda bad. On a better note, I'm also in the writing process of another book that isn't Larry/1d related, but I think it's really interesting - still deciding if I want to publish it chapter by chapter or when it's all done but yeah. Have a nice read and drink water, bye loves. note: I came up with this idea in the middle of the night cause I was bored so don't judge. I've been reading styles twins and louis fics so I was inspired. hope this story is somewhat decent. I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT TO PUT SO BARE WITH ME. Louis is 20 year old man who works 2 jobs and lives alone in his apartment. He left his step father and step brother 2 years ago after growing tired of their torment after he came out at gay at 15. After running into someone at his job his life takes an unexpected turn. #2 in edwardstyles - 5/30/21 #79 in louistomlinson - 6/16/21

Mr. Tomlinson >> MPreg Larry by Larrysfoolsgold

"He strolled into the room and slowly closed the door behind him. The loud class was now silent and not a single paper plane was flying. Everyone was admiring the blue eyed beauty before us. Mr. Tomlinson is our new English teacher" Harry Styles' interests consist of tattoos, piercings and eyeliner. He puts on a tough image at school and with his best friend Zayn Malik. But when a blue eyed, brown haired, twenty two year old man walks straight into Harry's life, Harry dosen't understand how Mr. Tomlinson somehow managed to capture Harry's heart. [WARNING: Male pregnancy, mention of rape and self harm. Includes sexual content] (VERY CARROTY. I DONT KNOW WHAT WAS HAPPENING WOTH MY LIFE WHEN I WROTE THIS. YOUR READING AT YOUR OWN WILL)

My Rock by sweatpantsandfringe

TW/CW: Self-harm and suicide and sexual content A/N: This is my first fic it was originally published in 2012 on Movellas. I give it a trigger warning because it deals with self-harm and suicide attempts and thoughts. complete version Louis Tomlinson is a senior in college. He's popular, outgoing, and always willing to help anyone in need. Harry Styles is an introverted sophomore who receives constant harassment and bullying because of who he is. He doesn't fit in, he's shy, has no friends, and no real family to confide in; the fact that he's gay doesn't help matters. He's just a blip on everyone's radar, floating by, but a punching bag to those who loved reminding him how much of a loser he really was. When Harry was hospitalized months before for a suicide attempt, Louis was assigned to him through the Big Brother program. Will Louis be able to help Harry? Will Harry be able to let Louis in?

Freedom by itstilliswhatitis

Harry Styles had it all. He was a record-selling artist who played on all the big arenas around the world. His shows were always sold out and he had the best fanbase. The only thing he didn't have was the one thing he wanted the most: freedom. He had been discovered at age 16 and he had been too naive. He and his mom had signed a ten-year-long contract and they didn't understand then that they signed away his freedom. His management controlled almost everything. They refused to let him come out as gay. Instead, they made him look like a womanizer, forcing him to go on date after date with beautiful high profile women. Harry was so tired of it. He somehow managed to convince his manager to give him three months off. He immediately packed his clothes and headed to his farmhouse in the north of England for some alone time. To his surprise the old couple that was his only neighbors had their grandson helping them out. A gorgeous blue-eyed man named Louis... Purely fictional. Smutwarning!

DEFENCE // LARRY STYLINSON // LOUIS TOMLINSON by louissfallenangel

"No, no. No talking little bug, this is the part where you listen" he cuts me off before I can finish. I'm disappointed in myself for complying to his orders. I told myself when I left him that I wouldn't let him control me like this anymore. But here I am, pinned to the bathroom wall, with his hand securely fastened around my now throbbing erection, feeling my body surrender to Harry's commands. Louis and Harry have a toxic relationship, one that no matter how many times Louis tries to leave, he finds himself back and falling surrender to Harry. It isn't that he doesn't love the dominance that Harry holds when they are together, its the fact that he only feels like he knows half of his life. Harry, always a complex, dark character, holds so many secrets that he doesn't even know how to explain or understand himself. But what he does know, is that his love for Louis is something he can never lose, he knows that the day Louis decides he doesn't want him anymore, there will be no reasons left to live. Just how far will Harry go to protect his secret life, in order to keep his relationship safe, knowing that every secret is slowly tearing them apart.

Prince Not-So-Charming And His Tipsy Princess (l.s) by zeetheshipper

"...You and I are never going to go anywhere farther than this right here. You with a glass in front of you, me behind the bar. You're the customer, I'm the bartender... That's all this is." "Why are you doing this?" "Doing what?" "Hurting me." Louis hadn't expected that and he certainly hadn't expected Harry to cry, either. From the annoyance in Harry's eyes and his furrowed brows, he hadn't expected tears either but there they were. He stared at the lad crying, wishing he could help him understand and wishing he could understand himself. Before he could reach out to him, Harry was off the stool, the air around them tense. Louis Tomlinson is an English major who takes on a bartending job for extra cash. Harry Styles is an outgoing patron who makes his way to that very bar every night to drink away his troubles. What happens when the bubbly, dedicated drunk meets the sexy new bartender who is too detached to make conversation with most? Everyone's got their secrets but tipsy nights at the bar bring the two closer together than either ever expected. This book is ✨COMPLETED✨ PSA: This book is fictional. I'm not assuming anything about anybody's sexual orientation or relationships or genders, it's just smth I'm writing for fun, okie? Okie. Just needed to clarify that for the sake of my own sanity lmao

Remind Me To Forget (L.S.) ✔️ by FallingForTheHabit

"Harry, the whole world is in front of you." The younger boy nodded, then let his forehead lean to Louis'. "Yeah, you're right," he whispered. "It is in front of me." ••• Before Harry started university, he created a pretty simple list in his mind: the list of things which could help him survive his first year. Focus on your art studies. Avoid parties. Try to stay out of every drama. At first the plan went quite smooth, but as soon as the first wave of relief sweeped over him, a footballer had to show up and not just cross everything on his list, but also rip it all to shreds and burn up his entire world. Ignoring him wasn't an option; the boy with the cheeky smile looked too familiar to forget. Harry knew one thing for sure: there wasn't a rule he wouldn't break to get the answers for the questions of the past. Even if that meant he had to face with a beautiful mess, called Louis Tomlinson. ••• • completed story • (And the chapters are long af) (It's starting to get quite good from chapter 5, okay) (Please give it a chance lol) (Thank you, love you) WARNING: the story contains swearing, detailed (!!) smut and mentions of homophobia and self-harm, BUT I can reassure you, ((kinda spoiler I guess)) the story will have a happy ending for sure! 2021: #1 toplinson, out of 108 stories #53 larryfluff, out of 718 stories 2022: #1 larrysmut, out of 1,12K stories (crying tf is this achievement, help) #1 toplinson (again, help this is supposed to be a cute story) 2024: #2 louistomlinson, out of 77,9K stories <3333

Under the Cover. {Larry Stylinson AU} [Completed] by larrywanks

"But we all know I can make anyone fall in love with me." "Anyone huh?" Louis nodded. "Well let's make this interesting with a bet. I bet you that I can make you find someone who won't fall in love with you." "Do you know who yet? Stanley looked around until his eyes landed on someone. "Yes." "Who?" "Harry Styles." ---------- Harry is quiet. He never stirs trouble. He doesn't want to cause anymore problems in his already-ruined family. He doesn't have friends because he doesn't want people to know how bad his life is. Louis is the typical pampered rich boy with a large penis. He would literally shove that thing in any one to feel something. Anything. He enjoyed being loved, but could never seem to love back. So when a bet is made, Louis has to make Harry fall in love with him. Harry make Louis feel things without having to have meaningless sex. It was only a simple bet. © larrywanks

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"Can you for once be honest with yourself, Louis?" Harry pulls his hair. He is so frustrated with the guy he has been living with for the past few weeks. "I am honest with myself! You just think you can turn everyone.... you know the way you are." "Turn everyone what, Louis? Can't you speak the word? Is only saying the word too disgusting for you? Do you mean gay. G-A-Y... GAY." "Stop it!" Louis covers his ears with his hands. He doesn't want to hear it. Harry's words can't be slightly true. Eleanor is proof of that. "You can't keep treating me like shit and kiss me afterwards! You can't say you are straight and keep kissing me! Go on, Louis. Tell me you only like girls and you never enjoyed one kiss we shared. Say it to my face." Louis stays silent, swallowing the lump in his throat. "I hate you, Styles." "Fake news, Tomlinson." Louis Tomlinson is your typical popular high school guy. He has a beautiful long term girlfriend Eleanor and his best friend Zayn he can always count on. Together with Eleanor, Zayn and Zayn's girlfriend Perrie they rule Doncaster high. Louis has it all: A beautiful girlfriend, popularity and a loving family. The only thing that is missing are good grades. That's exactly the reason why Louis participates to this exchange program to LA. Not that he is very excited about it. Harry Styles is an openly gay hipster boy. He has flashy sunglasses, floral shirts and cool bandana's keeping his hair out of his eyes when he paints. Harry loves art and believes that London is one of the most beautiful cities. That's why Harry applied to the London school of arts. Hoping to higher his chances to get in, Harry participates in an exchange program his school is having with another school in the UK. Harry couldn't be more excited to visit the country of his dreams and meeting new people, the social bird Harry is. Little did he know he would end up with a homophobic partner that tries to ruin his time in England.