Beyond imagin
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Last published Fri, Dec 9, 2016
Abseits der Außenwelt ist es oft einfacher, allein zurecht zu kommen.
Wenn du hier drin bist, schaut dich keiner mehr komisch an. Für die bist du normal.
Ob du nun in der Ecke sitzt und vor dich hin wippst, oder im Aufenthaltsraum mit Gläsern um dich schmeißt.
Es interessiert keinen.
Hier sind sie alle unter sich. Und ich gehöre dazu.
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