antidepressants
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Last published Sun, May 25, 2025
Something I started at 15
It didn't have meaning then but that doesn't mean it doesn't have to now
Today at 24 I give it a little more meaning
This is a look into the sick brain
Someone who needs antidepressants
Someone who in untreated and undiagnosed
Someone who lives with their heart on their fingertips
Someone who chooses hyper-fixation over reality
Someone who needs someone to understand
But isn't strong enough to explain it all
So here are a look into my thoughts my pain my desires and my brain
One day this will all make sense.
Enjoy
Xo
E.
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