If I Tremble ~ciel x reader~

You have been living on the streets ever since your parents committed suicide. You do what ever you can to survive. One day you decide to pickpocket the wrong person. A boy with beautiful blue hair, one blue eye and an eye covered with an eyepatch. At first he is nice and takes you in. Then he abused you but right after he's nice. You love him but hate the way he treats you. But one day everything changes...