Between Trees

"People asked me about my favorite song, I told them about the wind and the talk between trees"

Notes:
I have a suicidal thoughts for years and been hiding it forever. But lately, i feel like I cannot hold it anymore so I decided to write about it. Not how I walk trough it, but some kind of scenario how I would like to do it.
For those who feel uncomfortable with this kind of issue, please just be kind and walk away. I am not here for attention, I even don't mind if nobody read this. I just want to let all of this go from my chest.
Thank you and excuse the grammar because english is not my first language.