My Thoughts Of You
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MatureOngoing14m
Last published Fri, Jan 15, 2021
Hi guys, it's been a while... this is just a little story of experience of how I've recently experienced losing my best friend who was also the guy I love. I'm really sorry if you don't like it but it is my way of coping, writing all my thoughts down.
Contains Self harm and Mental illness
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I was a stupid... thinking he loves me... never he did and never he will do it... i thought his friendship, his care, his talks as love... i was stupid... thank god i found it before i would say it... i am leaving him once and for all as i dont want to be a burden or interference in his life... i am leaving him once and for all... it is paining but i know i can move on... i will not love anyone but i will make sure i am forgetting him... i have to be strong and i have do it.... But the biggest question is can i ?? #69 on 02.08.2017 #57 on 03.08.2017 This is going for serious edition... so the chapters are now taken down... will be updated after editing every Saturday.
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