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Requiem For A Dream // Phan

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Time 3h 14m

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Phil breaks up with Dan and he can't cope, doing all the wrong things, hanging with the wrong people. Until, one day, he learns he made the worst decision of his life but he couldn't go back now. 

Phil comes into the picture years later seeking a place to stay, not knowing Dan's habits.

Will he leave? Or will he guilt-trip his way into having a home again?


Based on the movie; Requiem for a dream.
Warnings of; Self-harm, drug abuse, suicide, and mental illness.All Rights Reserved

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More Than a Bestfriend

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