It's Not Fun To Be Lonely
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So I'm kinda new to this soo yeah. So uhm, this story thing is about a girl who has no friends whatsoever. She's nice most of the time but the rest of the time she's usually sad and depressed. A family member dies and she starts going through the stages of grief and slowly develops depression and anxiety. After 3 years it gets worse. She was ditched, betrayed, pushed around, teased, people made fun of her symptoms, got into trouble all the time for no reason all because of her depression. So, yeah, this is kinda a true story on whats happened to me so yeah, hope you enjoy :3
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He yanks my sleeve up and looks at my arm. "I thought you told me you were fine." he sighs. "Well, I lied." I roll my eyes. . . . Rose is a teenager. You would think she's a normal, crazy, party animal, teen right? No, she's the exact opposite. She once was a "normal" teenager until people at school couldn't help but, bully her, leaving her no choice to be suicidal. That is until a football player brings the brightest out of Rose and shows her life is worth living for. The main idea of this story is Cliché. The suicidal girl falls in love with a boy and they live happily ever after, right? This time it's different. Not every story ends in a Happily Ever After.
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