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Harder than usual. [ On Hold ]
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Suffering from depression and inferiority complex, at the same time is not easy. Its very hard, impossible sometimes. At least for a 16 year old.
Follow the journey of Sydney, how she courses through perilous difficulties in her life and how she embraces the little seeds of happiness thrown in her way, which she wishes to water and let them grow into beautiful plants.
A little bit bitter, a little of happiness, life is just starting for Sydney, and she doesn't even know it.
But what happens when her diary entries from a year back are missing? And what happens when she gets a message from an unknown person who admits has her diary entries?
Let's find it out in her story, Sydney's story in which she believes changed her perspective of life.
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STARTED- 1 DECEMBER 2016
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