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An ever-smiling sixteen year old Hau, has a pretty great life. Even when things aren't going the best he goes through his life with a smile on his face. Gladion on the other hand, has a horrible life. Not even Hau could smile though the things that happen to him. Gladion acts like he's tough, to try and prove to himself that he is. After he finally opens up to someone, that someone being that always happy boy Hau, will everything work out for the two in the end? Or will this boys already hard life get even harder? /Hau and Sun are 16, Gladion is 17/

Trigger warning: Disordered eating, self harm, and rape. Please do not read if this will trigger you. 

(The cover picture isn't mine, if anyone knows who did create it please message me)All Rights Reserved

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~It's Just A Distant Memory: Gladion X Reader~ by QueenOfNekoWriters

Okay, first off, I'd like to apologize for the crappy title. I just suck at creating titles... Anyway, I just love Gladion so much, that I just HAD to write another story about him. Description ('Cause I know you'll want one)- (y/n) had just become the champion. Everything was going just right for her. She had everything she could ever want. But, when she makes one tiny mistake, all of that, it'll all be just a distant memory... I don't own Pokemon, or you. But, I do own this story idea, so, don't steal! Thanks! And, I hope you enjoy the story! =^-^= *** Ranked 245 in 'pokemon' as of 5/9/2018

Twisted by __sillage__

"I think I'm gay." I say, leaving out the part about my... exposing dream about him last night. I watched his expression, waiting for some sign that he was angry. I waited for him to call me a faggot, to curse me off and tell me he never wanted to see me again. Instead, I was greeted with his perfect toothy smile. "That's great man, I'm of proud you." He says, patting my arm as he stuffed another cracker in his mouth. "It takes some real balls to come out to someone." He says, his beautiful green eyes blazing into mine. I felt myself become flustered at his gaze. "Uh, Yeah, Thanks." I stumbled out, "You're not mad?" I ask. His expression turns to hurt as he crinkles his eyebrows. "Why the hell would I be mad?" He asks, hesitating on the crackers and pushing them away. "I just thought-it's just- well... you just always seem so pissed when someone mentions the word gay." I spit out words, scared for his reaction. He sighs, "That doesn't fucking mean I hate gays. Normally when I do that it's because someone's using the word 'gay' to hate on them, it just pisses me off, you know?" He asks, bringing the crackers back into his lap and biting into them. "Plus-" He adds on, "You're my best friend, if anything, you being gay is a blessing. I'll always support you." He says, glancing at me through the side of his eyes. I look away, towards the door to hide the crimson blush that I feel spread over my face. "Thanks." I all but squeak out. And that's the day I realized, I have a faint crush on my best friend. <><><><><< THIS BOOK IS BEING *MAJORLY* EDITED. THERES LOTS OF SPELLING MISTAKES AND NAME MIX UPS, SOME CHAPTERS WILL BE REWRITTEN Also, Please don't be mean to the characters, they aren't even close to perfect, but they don't deserve hate.

Not Part of the Plan by Qurachi

This was easy, Gladion was used to it. The mission? Steal a boy named Hau's Raichu. How hard could that be? He was Team Skull's enforcer after all. That is, until he finds out there's no actual physical description of the boy, only a few details about his personality. On the look out for any strong trainers, he unknowingly meets the gentle boy. What is it about him that makes Gladion want to get close? (Boy X Boy)

Just Jump ➵ TomTord by clumsyclorox

edit: 1/21/2021 this is old but if you still wanna read it, go ahead ;^) Broken, Empty, Lost. That's all that can describe Tom. Scars, Burns, Bruises That's what he got from you. 【☆】 Tom was sick. Sick of it all. Sick of the lies, sick of the world. Edd and Matt tried to help, but nothing worked. They tried one more thing. But that just made it worse. 【☆】 Suicidal!Tom x Tord ➵ # 71 in Sadness ➵ # 3 in Toomuch ➵ # 10 in TomTord

Haudion - A Spark in the Dark by FaithBlauert

Gladion was sent out on a mission to steal a boy named Hau's Brionne. Hau is a happy-go-lucky cinnamon roll. The two meet and fall in love, in the oddest sort of ways. NOTE: Hau is 16, Gladdion is 17, Lillie is 15, Moon is 16, etc. ANOTHER NOTE: I am changing the rating to Mature because of the language and slight limes. Also, I will take off the "completed" sign due to editing that I am going through.

When The Sun Sets (Moon X Gladion) by StarfishOverlord

When Moon travels back to the Kanto region to start a new adventure and confront her past, she unknowingly stumbles into a prophecy that her father, a Kantonian scientist, was trying to protect her from. Now, it's up to her, Gladion, Hau, and her childhood friend, Green, to save Kanto from mass destruction. Meanwhile, Gladion struggles with his feelings for Moon, and whether or not she feels the same about him. Will Moon save her home region, or will she fall victim to the burning memory of the face in the mirror? And can Gladion finally earn her love, despite it all? And what does Sun, Moon's deceased brother, have to do with any of it? -------------------------------------------------------------------- This is a Moon X Gladion fanfiction, but with a twist. This takes place 5 years after Moon becomes Champion, making her, Lillie, and Hau sixteen. Gladion would be seventeen. It is based on the events of ULTRA SUN & ULTRA MOON, not Sun and Moon. [The original cover art is by 1DPKMN on We Heart It. I just edited it to fit my needs.]

It Matters, or it Shatters (A Hau X Gladion Story) by Loppsided

17 year old Gladion's life is short. He lives by himself because his sister, Lillie, is off in Kanto taking care of their sick mother. Also not even wanting to even speak a word of his father. His sister suggest he go back to high school and actually learn something. Because he was a high school drop out. He brushed off the idea in her face, but went anyways, when she went. She doesn't know. School didn't help the situation the teen was already in. It made it grow worse. All the studying, the crappy teachers, the homework. Stress kept on building up. He had no family, they where gone or out of the region. He was alone, by himself, and he wanted to keep it that way. He thought everything what get better ever since he met the happy go lucky boy, Hau. But was soon quickly corrected. AU Haudion just became a new ship that a lot of people seem to love! I saw many complaints on Tumblr saying there weren't any fanfic except for one where Gladion being shipped with Gumza which is uh.... Anyways, please enjoy! -Loppsided

My Reason To Live by lisaaaaa1616

Clay is traumatised by his past and becomes cold and emotionless, hurting himself to feel something while his life is filled with emptiness. His parents are hopeless and don't know how to help him anymore while he games all day and skips school. George struggles with an eating disorder and seeks help on the wrong sites, meeting a coach who is "eighteen" years old. George trusts him and ends up sending him pictures of himself without anything on, not realising the terrible effects of this. His escape is to game as well, meeting an emotionless person who appears to have a soft spot for him. Will they be able to help each other? Warnings: -Eating disorder/body dysmorphia (anorexia) -Grooming/manipulation/fat shaming -Suicide attempt (overdose) -Self harm (blood) -Panic attacks -Kidnapping -Bullying -Abuse

A Little Bit Of Joy | ✔ by wigglysubu

[Featured by wattpad romance, teen fiction, young adult and psychologicalnovel] Joy Jones was a seventeen-year-old kind and optimistic girl working in her grandpa's flower shop, but she had a secret. She was suffering from acute lymphoblastic leukaemia and wanted nothing, but to die peacefully. That was until Logan Kellerman, a young man with suicidal tendencies came storming into her life and stole roses from her grandpa's flower shop. Instead of running away with what he came for, he found himself falling deeper and deeper into her as she made his heart skip in delight, for she was, in her own words, a little bit of Joy. * * * from some of my readers of this book, thanks❤- ❝I LOVE YOUR STORY OKAY. THIS STORY AND YOUR WRITING- IT GIVES ME HOPE YOU KNOW.❞ - aimawrites ❝This is so different than so many stereotypical stories on here and i'm so glad i read it.❞ -lepus_leporis ❝They're both so poetic and beautiful and perfect for each other. GAHHhh I love them.❞ - alycecaswell ❝The way she vividly describes the world makes me so happy. Heat keeps rushing to my cheeks in pure euphoric joy. This book is making me so grateful for everything around me and I never want it to end.❞ - nylammeeyn [highest rank: 7 in sad] [cover by soulanatomy]

I Liked Blue Better by imaginenater

[OLD] [NOT MEANT TO ROMANTICIZE DEPRESSION OR MENTAL ILLNESS. SIMPLY A TROPE.] Tom isn't your average teen. But then again, what makes a teen average? His family is broken, his mental health is slowly declining, and he's faced questioning his sexuality. Often left to sit in his bed on his phone most of the day, his reasons to live were slowly declining. Tom thought it was better this way. It was better to not disturb anyone, to wear the same clothes over and over, and to stay boring. All, of course, until Tom met him. Updates every Friday. Maybe more days if I'm not busy or I'm motivated to do so. ⚠️ TW ⚠️ -boyxboy (shouldn't be a warning smh) -suicidal thoughts -self harm (cutting, etc) -no smut, probably fluff though -throwing up I didn't take the photo in the cover. I only added the text. This story does have a happy ending, because I also realized how much of an impact reading angst stories without one has on me. I also just want it to end well, and you probably do as well. Good luck reading, and thank you in advance.

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A Little Bit Of Joy | ✔ cover

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~It's Just A Distant Memory: Gladion X Reader~

Okay, first off, I'd like to apologize for the crappy title. I just suck at creating titles... Anyway, I just love Gladion so much, that I just HAD to write another story about him. Description ('Cause I know you'll want one)- (y/n) had just become the champion. Everything was going just right for her. She had everything she could ever want. But, when she makes one tiny mistake, all of that, it'll all be just a distant memory... I don't own Pokemon, or you. But, I do own this story idea, so, don't steal! Thanks! And, I hope you enjoy the story! =^-^= *** Ranked 245 in 'pokemon' as of 5/9/2018