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An ever-smiling sixteen year old Hau, has a pretty great life. Even when things aren't going the best he goes through his life with a smile on his face. Gladion on the other hand, has a horrible life. Not even Hau could smile though the things that happen to him. Gladion acts like he's tough, to try and prove to himself that he is. After he finally opens up to someone, that someone being that always happy boy Hau, will everything work out for the two in the end? Or will this boys already hard life get even harder? /Hau and Sun are 16, Gladion is 17/

Trigger warning: Disordered eating, self harm, and rape. Please do not read if this will trigger you. 

(The cover picture isn't mine, if anyone knows who did create it please message me)All Rights Reserved

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Cold Metal, Warm Hearts (Preciousmetalshipping) by Ratjakfan04

Silver, son of the leader of team rocket, had grown up to be just as cold and serious as he always was, if not more than before. He and his feraligatr were back in Johto to participate in the Pokemon Holiday tournament, despite that Silver was not very fond of the holidays, he decided to participate anyways, to prove he was still a better trainer after all these years. Though, one issue layed ahead. Gold, the confident and reckless kid he remembers all those years ago. He never really liked him, he'd find him quite annoying mostly, though there were times where he'd warm up to the other, but this time he didn't really want any distractions, he just needed to participate in this tournament and win. --- Here's a fic with something a little bit different, a Christmas themed fanfic with my current hyperfixation, i wrote this with the help of Dreamily.ai cause I can get brain rot every now and then, so I hope you enjoy it despite it coming out of season. Also Gold is trans cause I said so. No beta we die like Giovanni

My Reason To Live by lisaaaaa1616

Clay is traumatised by his past and becomes cold and emotionless, hurting himself to feel something while his life is filled with emptiness. His parents are hopeless and don't know how to help him anymore while he games all day and skips school. George struggles with an eating disorder and seeks help on the wrong sites, meeting a coach who is "eighteen" years old. George trusts him and ends up sending him pictures of himself without anything on, not realising the terrible effects of this. His escape is to game as well, meeting an emotionless person who appears to have a soft spot for him. Will they be able to help each other? Warnings: -Eating disorder/body dysmorphia (anorexia) -Grooming/manipulation/fat shaming -Suicide attempt (overdose) -Self harm (blood) -Panic attacks -Kidnapping -Bullying -Abuse

tragic by MisfitEchoV3nus

this is a story not for the faint of heart, in this story you will be subjected to adult themes that include but are not limited to, - abuse- self harm- sexual scenes- bullying- abuse- and some scenes have drug usage in them. this is a story of 2 boys, both of which are 17. read at your own risk----- from the outside everything looks normal, yeah his house is shitty and looks like its about to fall down but it still does look normal, but what goes on beyond its dingy walls is anything but normal. where a boy sits alone crying on his bed, filling his pillows with tears. while on the other side of town the popular boy stands Infront of his bathroom mirror in his beautiful house, but not all perfect life's are what they seem. read to find out the secrets of both these boys and what will happen as their paths cross and figure out why this story is called tragic.

It Matters, or it Shatters (A Hau X Gladion Story) by Loppsided

17 year old Gladion's life is short. He lives by himself because his sister, Lillie, is off in Kanto taking care of their sick mother. Also not even wanting to even speak a word of his father. His sister suggest he go back to high school and actually learn something. Because he was a high school drop out. He brushed off the idea in her face, but went anyways, when she went. She doesn't know. School didn't help the situation the teen was already in. It made it grow worse. All the studying, the crappy teachers, the homework. Stress kept on building up. He had no family, they where gone or out of the region. He was alone, by himself, and he wanted to keep it that way. He thought everything what get better ever since he met the happy go lucky boy, Hau. But was soon quickly corrected. AU Haudion just became a new ship that a lot of people seem to love! I saw many complaints on Tumblr saying there weren't any fanfic except for one where Gladion being shipped with Gumza which is uh.... Anyways, please enjoy! -Loppsided

~It's Just A Distant Memory: Gladion X Reader~ by QueenOfNekoWriters

Okay, first off, I'd like to apologize for the crappy title. I just suck at creating titles... Anyway, I just love Gladion so much, that I just HAD to write another story about him. Description ('Cause I know you'll want one)- (y/n) had just become the champion. Everything was going just right for her. She had everything she could ever want. But, when she makes one tiny mistake, all of that, it'll all be just a distant memory... I don't own Pokemon, or you. But, I do own this story idea, so, don't steal! Thanks! And, I hope you enjoy the story! =^-^= *** Ranked 245 in 'pokemon' as of 5/9/2018

Just Jump ➵ TomTord by clumsyclorox

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I Liked Blue Better by imaginenater

[OLD] [NOT MEANT TO ROMANTICIZE DEPRESSION OR MENTAL ILLNESS. SIMPLY A TROPE.] Tom isn't your average teen. But then again, what makes a teen average? His family is broken, his mental health is slowly declining, and he's faced questioning his sexuality. Often left to sit in his bed on his phone most of the day, his reasons to live were slowly declining. Tom thought it was better this way. It was better to not disturb anyone, to wear the same clothes over and over, and to stay boring. All, of course, until Tom met him. Updates every Friday. Maybe more days if I'm not busy or I'm motivated to do so. ⚠️ TW ⚠️ -boyxboy (shouldn't be a warning smh) -suicidal thoughts -self harm (cutting, etc) -no smut, probably fluff though -throwing up I didn't take the photo in the cover. I only added the text. This story does have a happy ending, because I also realized how much of an impact reading angst stories without one has on me. I also just want it to end well, and you probably do as well. Good luck reading, and thank you in advance.

Love You Regardless by lisaaaaa1616

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When The Sun Sets (Moon X Gladion) by StarfishOverlord

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You are the Sun to my Moon ( A Hau x Gladion love story) by Death_slayer_123

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Silver, son of the leader of team rocket, had grown up to be just as cold and serious as he always was, if not more than before. He and his feraligatr were back in Johto to participate in the Pokemon Holiday tournament, despite that Silver was not very fond of the holidays, he decided to participate anyways, to prove he was still a better trainer after all these years. Though, one issue layed ahead. Gold, the confident and reckless kid he remembers all those years ago. He never really liked him, he'd find him quite annoying mostly, though there were times where he'd warm up to the other, but this time he didn't really want any distractions, he just needed to participate in this tournament and win. --- Here's a fic with something a little bit different, a Christmas themed fanfic with my current hyperfixation, i wrote this with the help of Dreamily.ai cause I can get brain rot every now and then, so I hope you enjoy it despite it coming out of season. Also Gold is trans cause I said so. No beta we die like Giovanni