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An ever-smiling sixteen year old Hau, has a pretty great life. Even when things aren't going the best he goes through his life with a smile on his face. Gladion on the other hand, has a horrible life. Not even Hau could smile though the things that happen to him. Gladion acts like he's tough, to try and prove to himself that he is. After he finally opens up to someone, that someone being that always happy boy Hau, will everything work out for the two in the end? Or will this boys already hard life get even harder? /Hau and Sun are 16, Gladion is 17/

Trigger warning: Disordered eating, self harm, and rape. Please do not read if this will trigger you. 

(The cover picture isn't mine, if anyone knows who did create it please message me)All Rights Reserved

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