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A Glimpse Inside my Fantasies

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Collections of Diaries and poems certified by my  imagination. Day after day, I Sit by the window thinking about my one and only reason to why I am still living and breathing. And how is it that these fantasies are so driven by my perception of how I view real love but most importantly - it will be the death of me if I don't find true love. The entertaining visuals that keeps me away from my reveries are like blossoms blooming to my eyes, but the bitter loneliness that I've seek to find-are now feeling like centuries passing by- that I have no sovereignty over, and cold nights are one of the only reason to why I prolong to stay alive.
In other areas, this work is inspired by the one and only... well maybe two one and only(s). Without you two, I couldn't have made it to where I am today.All Rights Reserved

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CONSENT: Book 1 in The Dangerous Games series by Rory1313

Imagine being awakened in the night and blindfolded then tied to your bed. Your body being ravaged in the dark by unseen hands and lips. Having your most wicked desires fulfilled by someone you know but can't identify. NOW imagine it happening again and again and again.... Never knowing when he will strike or what pleasures he will bestow upon your body when he finally does. This has become her life, this has become her world. Where passion and fantasy blur the lines of reality how far are you willing to go? After years of spiraling out of control Katya Povlov finally turns 18 and her parents give her an unexpected gift. No longer willing to deal with her deviant ways she has one week to get out. With no money, no job, and no other options she decides to move in with her older brother. He goes to college part-time, is a bartender, and has two roommates. They have a spare bedroom along with the assurance of a job just waiting for her. One bad girl, three college guys, and a possible job at a strip club. Life couldn't get more intense....until it does. A drunken confession during a simple game of Sins and Secrets. That is all it took to open the door to a world where pain and pleasure walk side by side. A place where desire is the air you breath and submission is the ultimate gift. The only requirement to partake is consent...

Too young by TaylorFrank89

Too Young by Taylor Frank As I stand beneath the bright lights, wrapped in a scrap of red silk and drenched in sweat, I wonder how I got here. The men leer from the shadows, their money fluttering to the stage like breadcrumbs. I dance not for desire, but for survival. Each dollar decides whether I eat, whether I live another day. This wasn't the life I dreamed of as a little girl. I imagined prom dresses, late-night phone calls, and high school drama-not cheap heels, broken dreams, and nights that blur into mornings. My life is less Clueless and more low-budget Showgirls-chaotic, degrading, and somehow still going. But maybe-just maybe-it's not too late. Maybe I'm not too far gone. This is my story. A raw, honest, and unfiltered look into a girl who was Too Young to fall this hard, and too stubborn to stay down. Come with me-through heartbreak, survival, and the desperate hope for something better. Together, we'll find out if escape is possible... or if the pole is my final destination.

Inside My Head by rissa2121

Reading romance novels and just want to to skip to the good part? Well we have that in common. Have you ever woke up from a dream that makes you lose all control? My thoughts are like that. I look at something and it makes my brain go wild. Here are a few of my forbidden thoughts for you to enjoy. Without all the background stalling. -18+ -Oneshots -Sexual scenes -Mature audiences only

Petals of my moonflower by Moonlitskie

Red isn't always romance, sometimes it's blood, Moon isn't always for lovers, but sometimes for secret cries, Flowers aren't always for marriage, but sometimes for grave, Petals aren't always soft, sometimes they prick the soul. No plagiarism/No hatred plz. Also some things might contain mature contents like self harm. I want to say those kinds of suicidal poems are not to inspire anyone to self harm. I'm strictly against self harm myself. Those thoughts are just a means to release myself. Started writing this book around 25th June, 2021

when an aromantic falls in love by edenk4ng

I'm an aromantic, and always have been but found out late... it provided me with lots of clarity. However, I found myself in a deep struggle trying to differentiate between being in love & being lonely since it has happened to me countless times before. So here I write little things now and then about the girl I'm in love with, in hopes that eventually, I can find the truth about my desires. (oct) ----- I'm surely in love, yes. I'll proudly write and show off the girl I'm in love with, I'll tell the world how much I love her, I'll make others jealous about my unconditional love for her all the way through. My Brooklyn. (nov) ----- As much agony as I am in, falling back and forth wondering what my love truly is, I'm trapped. I'm trapped every time I look at her even if I try to look away. it has me sick to my stomach, but I don't really mind. maybe it can end the way I want? (dec) ----- 3 days before confessing. I've given up. I'm closing the book. I'm closing the story, I'll love her in a different way from now on, live a healthy life Brooklyn, I love you. Kiss the stars goodnight for me, my beloved.

A sin by alfazema_

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Short Stories by thelazyallie

This book contains short stories on some scenes in my mind. Most of them are scenes that pop up in my mind but don't have a clear outline of the bigger story so I'll put them up here. Some are R-rated, mature, etc and they are stated down there in the rating. So those below 16, do filter out the stories you want to read. I may or may not turn these short stories into their own books in the future. So stay tuned! All the stories are not edited so please no comments on grammar, spelling because they are not edited so can't help it if there's some grammar or spelling errors missed out. I accept requests as well! So do comment here or drop me a message for any stories you may have. Enjoy!

B E N E F A C T I O N by 2pointOh

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love at first sight by ClareKirkland

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Release by FeelMyBreath

This is a collection of my writing from the past 7 years. Before I started to write, I was a very lost individual, as are most teens, but I was lost in darkness. I was too afraid to move anywhere at all. I hid in the dark, debilitated by my own anxiety, sadnesses, anger, and hopelessness. I was desperate to be loved and feared it the most, I was a coward, I was self-destructive, I would mentally bend my thoughts to the point of bordering insanity. I was born into this world alone, and got too comfortable with it. Maybe I still am, but a fraction of what I used to be. This writing is extremely vulnerable, and potentially disturbing to others, as all my weaknesses, strengths, obsessions with making every moment sentimental, the sickening desperation I've had, the destructiveness, and the constant brutal reconstruction of my mind. Without guidance, it's been absolute intense chaos. Though, there is beauty in the darkness. Everything can be found in the darkness. You'll find that through my writing, I've somehow slowly become exactly what I've written. A living representation of my writing and what I wanted to be. Without myself even knowing it. A lot of my writing themes are based around nature, or some kind of natural aspect. The imagery I paint with natural metaphors is constant, the animals, just like you and I, the plants, and all other living things. I planted these seeds in my mind, unknowingly at the time, where I now feel the deep dark green jungle pressing at the inner walls of my skull. It's all that I want to consume my mind. There's so much to learn. The magic of nature, and it's infinite wisdom. It's as if I have been on this path all along, and I didn't even know what I was doing, yet my body and mind were passively taking care of me. Giving me and eventually showing exactly what I want, and wanted to become. I have every moment, every instance of suffering, and every epiphany to be thankful for. Soon, I'll be at peace from the raging storm.

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CONSENT: Book 1 in The Dangerous Games series

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