My Best Friend's Cousin is my Fuck Buddy

My name is Ryle Paolo Santiago and I'm inlove with my best friend. But before him, let's talk about me.

I am 19 yrs. old and I live in Amsterdam, Netherlands. I came here when I was 7 yrs. old when we used to live in the Philippines, I don't even know how to speak tagalog anymore, and a few months later my parents found out I was gay. They didn't accept me, my dad would get home and beat me up and mom would embarrass me in front of our family.

That was the start of all the pain and the feelings. Then when I was at the park I met him. Ronnie Alonte. A jock, the first guy I fell in love with. He already knows I was gay. And then he told the whole school that who ever bullies me will have to go through him first.

It has been 6 years since we stayed like this. Every time I open up that topic he closes it. I have been showing him how much I love him.

And then I met his cousin.