i'll never write again

as an architecture student, i had no time for writing. my studies took all my time and my energy. it took me so long to realise that i can't stop writing as if i was born to do that as if it's my only way to express myself. returning to writing is just like returning to life again.
with a messy life like mine i can't garantee a good story but at least i can garantee a magical love one. let me start from the begining. i'm that girl who left her home, her family, her friends and everything she loves to go study. i felt like a complete stranger. i felt lonely. but things got better i started getting used to my new friends i started loving them. they were like an other family for me especialy that specific friend that we're going to call 'x'. x was more than just a friend he was everything for me. he's that kind of friends that make feel as if u're home when u're with. he's that kind of friends that u text when u're happy, when u're upset and sometime u text him because u simply want to talk to him. he's that friend who makes things perfect when he's around. that friend that u want to spend all ur time with. simply, x was that kind of friends. our friendship was parfect, really perfect untill one night when things will change forever. that night he was different, he wasn't the person that i love.. i wrote 'i love' if u have noticed and that's was my little secret. that night he seemed so strange, he seemed confused until he told me why. u can guess why. because that's love's effect. it leaves breathless. u can't think of anything except the one u love.. an our story begins..