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Apathetic

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Reads 8,011
Votes 288
Parts 17
Time 8h 27m

Mature

Apathetic: 
Void of feeling; not susceptible of deep emotion; passionless; indifferent.

Art by: kiriririririri

(Douma's a human instead a demon. His mom's name will be Aiko and his dad will be Kazue. Not official)


He couldn't "feel" of what you call "emotions". Even in his very small age. Which normally children will be full of them as they easily express themselves but not for Douma. Although, he has heard of them, he doesn't know what it's like to have such things inside of you. Or even understand them. He doesn't even try since he doesn't see the value of them. Or why they exists. Or if they are. He pretends to have them with false friendly personality and a false cheery side. He doesn't even receive what you call "affections" from his own parents. Though he doesn't care. They're too busy grooming him into the religious leader of the Paradise Faith cult. They focus on making him the true founder who is gifted with his magnificent eyes from the Gods. Since they believed he can hear the voice of Gods rather than giving him "love" which is such a weird term to him. They're making him carry such responsibilities of hearing people's burden. He doesn't mind of course. The fact he has to pretend to even care about his followers' boring "sob" stories. Especially when they don't accept something so simple. 

"Once they die, it's all just gonna return to nothing. They won't feel anything."



That's what he truly believes. 

 
"And then they rot into the ground. As long as you live on this Earth, that's your eternal fate."



But he also believes he would help them.





To make them happy.







To have them to be a part of him.






However that changed when he met a pretty but naive girl by the river in the deep woods.


He honestly thought she was pretty stupid.



But.


He couldn't help to enjoyed being around her.



To the point, he actually feels.


How long will this last?


Is this okay?



It's starting to change his thoughts about reality and himself.All Rights Reserved

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Different Lives, Separate Hells Book 1: Origins (REWRITE) by Scarlemange

The Fates and their mother Ananke are cruel mistresses. They had given Izuku a cruel and unfortunate fate. Even as a young child his life was nothing to envy, being treated as a slave by his own mother and stepfather. He learned that life only brings misery the longer you live at a young age. All because of the misfortune brought upon him from being born a demigod with the fate of the world in his hands. As such he envied everyone with a better life them him. For example, his twin sister, Izumi Yagi. Everything and I mean everything he had ever wanted she had been given on a silver platter. She didn't know pain, she didn't struggle, she had a quirk. All she knew was a life filled with comfort and unconditional love while he experienced hell in every sense of the word. While she was trained as a hero he was trained as an assassin by the most wanted group in the world. She had everything Izuku ever and continues to desire. Except for her brainless mind. They say too much power makes you brainless, but Izuku would find out that it was only if you relied on it. He had soon found out he had power greater and more versatile than his sister. However, he knew he didn't need it. After all, with his mind, who needs the amount of power he wields. Some may say he is a genius, and he is, but who said even a genius didn't struggle for their position. Who said they didn't suffer the most? Who said they didn't struggle for the power...for the knowledge they wield? Whoever did is wrong, because those geniuses and their lives would drive the average being insane with grief, paranoia, or simply just insanity. This is the story of one such genius.

Inuyasha's New Life. by Whitewolfspirit29

Inuyasha's living choices have been changed since, He's been alive for 500 years now Kagome and him didn't make it to the Alter, She chose another, He had lived with his best friends up until there dying day. but because of the times, Demons had to learn to live with humans temporarily. after all, there's no such thing as monsters, right? wrong...! but it was a rule that Sesshomarou made. so either human form or animal, it doesn't matter. now weather there good or evil is up to them. Inuyasha finds himself a new home. With a very emotional and crackly father and his wife and 3 kid's Inuyasha, he sort of integrated into the family living as the family pet in secret. Inuyasha wonders off the streets right into their lives. Of course, he turned himself into a puppy in the beginning to get into the family. soon as he grew up with the family, He grew to love and protect them. Story inspired by Beethoven. 1 and 2. both movies. so enjoy. Later on, his heart may just finally find what it was looking for? true love.

Not the End... by NyankoNightshade

Love... That is a foreign term in a demon's mind. They either forget it or simply never felt it. But even so, they are capable of loving, they are able to feel strong emotions like that. They just don't have anybody to love them back, to enlighten them... They just let them rot in the endless void they were trapped in by that cruel Demon King. _______________________________________________________ This is a Demon Slayer fanfic. I do NOT own any character but my two OCs, Zenko and Nyanko.

B. L. U. E. (InoAoi // Inosuke x Aoi // Kimetsu no Yaiba) by author9999

"So tell me, Aoi - tell me, why do you, a person who doesn't even want to lift a sword, can make a strong man like me feel sick and weak without you?" "You annoy me, kiss me when you're not supposed to and always steal food. But you broke my walls down and made me fall, real hard, in love with you too." Inosuke is a short-tempered young man who grew up in the mountains. He learned about affection and love through his two best friends, Tanjiro and Zenitsu. The women he cared for in his life are dead. Aoi survived the Final Selection, but she thinks of herself as weak and incapable to defeat demons. In turn, she becomes a helper at the Butterfly Mansion and is always attending to the sick and injured. As he spends more time in the Butterfly Mansion, waiting for his best friends to wake up, Inosuke realizes that he gets drawn to Aoi. How is that possible? They fight all the time. "What are you looking at?" Aoi growls. "I use my eyes to look at whatever I want!" Later, seeing Kanao getting together with Tanjiro and Nezuko falling in love with Zenitsu; sometimes Inosuke wonders if a strong man like him doesn't need a woman. He is wrong. He isn't immune to love. Warning: Slow-burn romance. I depict realistic circumstances related to the age of characters, historical period and their respective personalities. [p/s: This story takes place after the defeat of Muzan. The male main characters and the girls are already seventeen. The universe is still exclusively following the manga/anime. Non-manga readers, you have been warned]

Love? - Inotan by ThunderWeeb17

Inosuke has lived in the wild his whole life until recently. Since he met Tanjiro and Zenitsu, he got to experience friendship for the first time. Although they've been together for a while now, everything is still new to him, and sometimes doesn't know how to handle things. He tries to avoid all his new feelings by labeling them as "unimportant" or "weak", since he has such a high esteem. But there is one feeling he can't ignore no matter how hard he tries, and leaves him no other option than to ask his friends what it is. #1 on Inotan (~1-1-21 - 4/25/21) #2 on Inotan (4/5/21) #1 on inosukextanjiro (4/25/21 - ) Edit: 6.9k reads lol Edit: 7k ya'll, I- Edit: Why does this have over 30k reads bruh im embarrassed (5/8/22)

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