his name was Noah

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Parts 2
Time 12m

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I knew every bit of you was poison. I knew you were toxic; I saw it in your smile. It was devious and sweet and calm and lovely all at the same time. You were like a depressing and beautiful piece of poetry. You were so complex and difficult to understand, but I still sat there and I was drawn deeper and deeper and deeper into those deep brown eyes. Even though I knew you were toxic I still got lost in the thought of you. And I fell in love with you.
	

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