I adore you. (Destiel Fanfic)

22 year old Dean is lonely. He's depressed, sad, and very, very clingy. I know, not like dean at all, but after losing his brother Sam to a car crash and his father a few years before, Deans left with no one. Until he meets handsome, manly, 28 year old Castiel. Dean is mesmerized by Castiel. His blue eyes, his black hair and he loves everything about him. They start seeing each other and start going on dates. But, Castiel tells Dean, after they have sex and have been together for /months/ that he doesn't love him and never has. And Dean, that hurts him. It breaks his heart, and Dean becomes really suicidal. /Really/ suicidal. Because not even Castiel could love him. At some point Dean attempts suicide but doesn't succeed and he ends up in the hospital. When he wakes up, Castiel is there with some very, important news but Dean doesn't want to hear it.
//TRIGGER WARNINGS// ||DEPRESSION AND SUICIDAL THOUGHTS||