Scratched Raw (OHSHC)
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MatureOngoing<5 mins
Last published Tue, Dec 6, 2016
Scratch... Scratch... Scratch... My wrists are raw and red as always, as I try to hold in the panic seeping through. Are they staring at me? Can they tell I'm biologically a girl? That I'm trans? Can they tell I'm not as rich as them, and could just barely afford to come here?! Will they hate me? Scratch... Scratch... Is my binder showing?! What if it is?! I can't fix it now! Others might see me reach for it! On no, what if I sweat through my uniform!? Will they find out about my anxiety?! That my parents won't get me pills so I can become stronger!? What if they already know everything about me?! Scratch... Scratch... Blood... Not again...
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