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Last published Thu, Jul 4, 2019
So this will just be filled with random bits of writing, from day blogs to contest entries, story excerpts or ideas, IT IS COMPLETELY RANDOM.
Please don't take this writing seriously. It's honestly just an output for me, to let steam off without having to write a whole story.
Read if you're simply curious as to how my mind works at 4am, and want to hear my rants, or want to read some really old writings, or want to see how messed up my life is.
--Kayy
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Focus On The Light : friendships, love & family {On-going}
Follow a group of young adults taking their first steps into adulthood as life teaches them countless lessons. Junior year in college is a crucial time as you're reaching the end of the educational race and get ready to close yet another essential chapter of your life. Important decisions need to be taken as the next year will be a validation of everything you planned for your future, or tried to. On the other hand, you also have life to experience in a more personal aspect, joggling with friendships, family and love while not trying to lose your sanity. And in the mist of it all, you're still trying to find out who you truly are. Dark times might happen more than you imagined, but in those trying times, even if it seems impossible to do so, don't forget to focus on the light. Keep your head up, smile and stay positive. ***** No part of this publication may be reproduced, distributed, or transmitted in any form or by any means, including photocopying, recording, or other electronic or mechanical methods, without the prior written permission of the publisher, except in the case of brief quotations embodied in critical reviews and certain other noncommercial uses permitted by copyright law. Content and/or trigger warning: this story mentions sexual abuse, suicide, self-harm and violence that may be triggering for some readers. This book also contains profanity, intimate scenes and other sensitive situations that might offend some of you, what it's not my intention. My personal opinions and writings are not meant to defame, purge, humiliate, and/or injure anyone.
𝑭𝒂𝒄𝒂𝒅𝒆~ 𝚃𝚛𝚞𝚎 𝚋𝚎𝚊𝚞𝚝𝚢 𝚏𝚊𝚗𝚏𝚒𝚌
𝐸𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑦𝑜𝑛𝑒 𝑝𝑢𝑡𝑠 𝑜𝑛 𝑎 𝑓𝑎𝑐𝑎𝑑𝑒, 𝑎 𝑚𝑎𝑠𝑘 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑦 𝑤𝑒𝑎𝑟 𝑡𝑜 ℎ𝑖𝑑𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑖𝑟 𝑡𝑟𝑢𝑒 𝑠𝑒𝑙𝑣𝑒𝑠. 𝑆𝑜𝑚𝑒 𝑝𝑢𝑡 𝑖𝑡 𝑜𝑛 𝑡𝑜 ℎ𝑖𝑑𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑖𝑟 𝑖𝑛𝑠𝑒𝑐𝑢𝑟𝑖𝑡𝑖𝑒𝑠 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑠𝑜𝑚𝑒 𝑝𝑢𝑡 𝑖𝑡 𝑡𝑜 ℎ𝑖𝑑𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑖𝑟 𝑠𝑒𝑐𝑟𝑒𝑡𝑠. 𝑌/𝑁 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑜𝑛𝑒 𝑜𝑓 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑚, 𝑤ℎ𝑜 ℎ𝑎𝑑 𝑚𝑎𝑛𝑦 𝑠𝑒𝑐𝑟𝑒𝑡𝑠 ℎ𝑖𝑑 𝑏𝑒ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑐ℎ𝑒𝑒𝑟𝑓𝑢𝑙 𝑠𝑚𝑖𝑙𝑒 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑐𝑎𝑟𝑒𝑓𝑟𝑒𝑒 𝑛𝑎𝑡𝑢𝑟𝑒. 𝐵𝑢𝑡 𝑤ℎ𝑎𝑡 ℎ𝑎𝑝𝑝𝑒𝑛𝑠 𝑤ℎ𝑒𝑛 𝑠ℎ𝑒 𝑔𝑒𝑡 𝑡𝑎𝑛𝑔𝑙𝑒𝑑 𝑖𝑛 𝑤𝑒𝑏 𝑜𝑓 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒 𝑠ℎ𝑒 𝑛𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟 𝑖𝑛𝑡𝑒𝑛𝑑𝑒𝑑 𝑡𝑜? 𝑀𝑜𝑟𝑒𝑜𝑣𝑒𝑟, 𝑤ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑖𝑓 ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑓𝑎𝑐𝑎𝑑𝑒 𝑜𝑓 ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑏𝑒𝑖𝑛𝑔 ℎ𝑎𝑝𝑝𝑦 𝑠𝑡𝑎𝑟𝑡𝑒𝑑 𝑡𝑜 𝑠𝑙𝑖𝑝 𝑎𝑤𝑎𝑦? 𝑊𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑠ℎ𝑒 𝑏𝑒 𝑎𝑏𝑙𝑒 𝑡𝑜 𝑛𝑎𝑣𝑖𝑔𝑎𝑡𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑟𝑜𝑢𝑔ℎ 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑡𝑟𝑖𝑐𝑘𝑦 𝑤𝑎𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑠 𝑜𝑓 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑓𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑛𝑑𝑠ℎ𝑖𝑝? 𝑂𝑟 𝑤𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑠ℎ𝑒 𝑔𝑒𝑡 𝑐𝑎𝑢𝑔ℎ𝑡 𝑖𝑛 𝑖𝑡? ______________________________________________
Letters For You
This is going to be weird. At first at least. I haven't talked to you in over a year, but the teacher said we should use this diary to express our emotions and the only one I could ever be one hundred percent honest with is you. Those letters to you are worth 25% of my final grade so I must find some interesting things to talk to you about. It's going to be good for me too. It'll help me move on. Help me live my life again. I just hope that it will get easier because for now, just imagining talking to you every week brings it all back, all those feelings. I still hope that, one day, you will read those letters for real. That they won't just be a way to keep you in my mind. I'm not stupid, I know that you will never read them but imagining that you will helps me write what I really want to say. So this is for you, I hope you will enjoy. With all my love, EmilyComplete
𝑫𝒆𝒂𝒅 𝑺𝒐𝒖𝒍𝒔 • yeonbin & taegyu ✓
two years ago the world found itself being emerged with death and violence, humans transformed into dangerous creatures with hunger for flesh, killing and eating everyone in their ways. one bite, one scratch and you will become an infected, not remembering who you love or who you are, only caring about piercing your teeth on someone else's skin. but some lost their humanity without having to be infected. when your only objective is surviving, you do everything on your hands to have one more breath, one more minute alive. so the scariest creatures started being the ones supposed to be sane, humans. °•°•❁•°•° °•boyxboy °•yeonbin and taegyu °•smut °•TRIGGER WARNINGS: death, blood, violence, gore, mental illness, paranoia, suicide, depression °•lowercase intended °•this story was written by me, please do not copy °•°•❁•°•° °•HIGHER RANKS•° °•#1 in taegyu °•#1 in yeonbin °•#1 in choiyeonjun °•#1 in tomorrowbytogether °•#2 in zombies °•#3 in tomorrowxtogether °•#4 in beomgyu °•#11 in txt °•#16 in soobin °•°•❁•°•° °•complete•° °•started: 11/24/2021•° °•completed: 03/23/2022•° °•°•❁•°•°Complete
Contests
This is filled with contest entries! Each entry is a separate chapter unless the context requires multiple part stories. Casual readers on my account can read this if you're up for it. {BEWARE OF HORROR AND ANGST}Complete![✓ Sketches [Taegyu]](https://img.wattpad.com/cover/321369195-256-k690256.jpg)
✓ Sketches [Taegyu]
𝐖𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐚𝐦𝐞 𝐩𝐚𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐨𝐟 𝐥𝐢𝐟𝐞, 𝐚 𝐔𝐧𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐢𝐭𝐲 𝐬𝐭𝐮𝐝𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐊𝐚𝐧𝐠 𝐓𝐚𝐞𝐡𝐲𝐮𝐧 𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐚 𝐧𝐞𝐰𝐥𝐲 𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐬𝐟𝐞𝐫𝐫𝐞𝐝 𝐅𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐡𝐦𝐚𝐧 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐢𝐫 𝐜𝐥𝐚𝐬𝐬 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰𝐧 𝐚𝐬 𝐂𝐡𝐨𝐢 𝐁𝐞𝐨𝐦𝐠𝐲𝐮 𝐰𝐡𝐨 𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐞𝐧𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐞 𝐪𝐮𝐢𝐭𝐞 𝐚𝐫𝐫𝐨𝐠𝐚𝐧𝐭. 𝐃𝐞𝐬𝐩𝐢𝐭𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐟𝐚𝐜𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐥𝐞 𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐞𝐧𝐬 𝐭𝐨 𝐠𝐞𝐭 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐩𝐥𝐞𝐭𝐞𝐥𝐲 𝐬𝐦𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐧 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐧𝐞𝐰 𝐬𝐭𝐮𝐝𝐞𝐧𝐭. 𝐀𝐧𝐝 𝐓𝐚𝐞𝐡𝐲𝐮𝐧 𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐞𝐧𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐠𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐭 𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐜 𝐚𝐛𝐢𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐞𝐬. 𝐒𝐨 𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐡𝐞 𝐭𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐛𝐚𝐛𝐲 𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐩𝐬 𝐭𝐨 𝐚𝐭𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐨 𝐜𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐝 𝐂𝐡𝐨𝐢 𝐁𝐞𝐨𝐦𝐠𝐲𝐮? 𝘋𝘪𝘴𝘤𝘭𝘢𝘪𝘮𝘦𝘳: 𝘕𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘴 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘵𝘰𝘳𝘺 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘳𝘦𝘭𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘭 𝘭𝘪𝘧𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘪𝘥𝘰𝘭. 𝘛𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘪𝘴 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘪𝘮𝘢𝘨𝘪𝘯𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘰𝘧 𝘛𝘩𝘦 𝘈𝘶𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘳.Complete
I Have Crossed The Line || Choi Beomgyu
𝘐 𝘥𝘪𝘥𝘯'𝘵 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘩𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘦𝘯𝘦𝘥 .....𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘮𝘺 𝘣𝘦𝘴𝘵 𝘧𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘥 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘐 𝘥𝘪𝘥𝘯'𝘵 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘺 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘴 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘩𝘪𝘮 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘩𝘦 𝘬𝘦𝘱𝘵 𝘰𝘯 𝘧𝘭𝘪𝘳𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘢 𝘧𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘥 𝘥𝘰𝘦𝘴𝘯'𝘵 𝘥𝘰...... "𝘽𝙚𝙤𝙢𝙜𝙮𝙪-𝙖𝙝𝙝, 𝙄'𝙢 𝙨𝙤𝙧𝙧𝙮. 𝙄 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙠 𝙄'𝙫𝙚 𝙘𝙧𝙤𝙨𝙨𝙚𝙙 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙚." ꧁ +×+ ꧂ This is my first story, so it might be the most cringe ㅜ ㅜ but you'll love it #1 beomgyufanfiction (11/02/23) #1 beomgyuff (12/02/23) #1 koreanfanfiction (15/02/23) #1 txtbighit (26/02/23) #1 txtimagine (26/02/23) #1 txtff (12/03/23) #1 beomgyuxreader (16/07/23) #5 txtbeomgyu (06/03/23) #9 txtfanfiction (18/02/23) #12 moa (26/02/23) #94 feelings (06/03/23) *My first time writing ☆Started: 02/02/2023 ☆Ended: 16/02/2023Complete![[p o e t r y]](https://img.wattpad.com/cover/148536872-256-k912257.jpg)
[p o e t r y]
***PSA- PLEASE TAKE TIME TO READ MY MOST RECENT ADDITIONS TO THIS POETRY SAGA. I've been writing in this poetry journal since 2016 and they do get progressively better and more insightful.*** thank you carry on: These poems contain snippets of my life and my strongest emotions. Here I have opened my soul up to be read... Lastly, this volume is full; however, if you wish to read more, my 2nd poetry volume is ongoing and accessibleComplete
Follow a group of young adults taking their first steps into adulthood as life teaches them countless lessons. Junior year in college is a crucial time as you're reaching the end of the educational race and get ready to close yet another essential chapter of your life. Important decisions need to be taken as the next year will be a validation of everything you planned for your future, or tried to. On the other hand, you also have life to experience in a more personal aspect, joggling with friendships, family and love while not trying to lose your sanity. And in the mist of it all, you're still trying to find out who you truly are. Dark times might happen more than you imagined, but in those trying times, even if it seems impossible to do so, don't forget to focus on the light. Keep your head up, smile and stay positive. ***** No part of this publication may be reproduced, distributed, or transmitted in any form or by any means, including photocopying, recording, or other electronic or mechanical methods, without the prior written permission of the publisher, except in the case of brief quotations embodied in critical reviews and certain other noncommercial uses permitted by copyright law. Content and/or trigger warning: this story mentions sexual abuse, suicide, self-harm and violence that may be triggering for some readers. This book also contains profanity, intimate scenes and other sensitive situations that might offend some of you, what it's not my intention. My personal opinions and writings are not meant to defame, purge, humiliate, and/or injure anyone.
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