*Slowly posting rewritten chapters and new chapters.*
Clinton Jones just wanted someone to love him, to wish him a happy birthday and let him know that he was wanted. His foster parents, the Michaels, weren't very nice people. The only reason they took Clint in was for the cheque they received from the government, so ultimately his birthday wasn't something they celebrated or kept track of. Then their was school -- no friends, a crush who made fun of him, and homework he had no one to help him with. He was on his own. That wasn't so bad most days, he could survive until he was eighteen and out of the system. But then one poem, one admitted secret, lead to a world of heartache, and suddenly being alone was dangerous. When you're alone, there's no one to stop you from making a horrible mistake.
Dimitri Langford just wanted to have fun, to hang out with friends and be liked by everyone. He didn't always like what his friends did, but he told himself not to get involved. Having his friends like him was more important than standing up for some random kid who looked and smelled like he was homeless, and had social skills of that of a mouse. That is, until he was confronted with the consequences of his actions.
Two boys, one sweet sixteen gone sour, and the unexpected events that followed.
Ella is falling apart trying to live a "perfect" high school life. Then she meets Ren, who can see past her scars. Suddenly perfection isn't her only option.
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Ella Volkov is a gifted music student, but she's depressed and starting to crack under the pressure of high school. Her overbearing father won't even let her choose what instrument she plays. Then she finds herself alone at a party with Ren, her best friend's crush. She'd always thought he was rude, but after that night he's all Ella can think about. Now she's trapped. If Ella dates Ren, it will ruin her friendship with Jenny. But if she stays true to Jenny, she's losing the one person who can see past her scars. It's up to Ella to decide if she will forge her own path, or stay in the "perfect" box designed for her...
Content and/or Trigger Warning: depression, anxiety, self-harm, violence, sexual assault.
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