trapdoor: finish this waste of a life. [COMPLETED]

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"i'm thinking of it. over and over and over again for days now, and i finally found the right sentence for this record,

i love you, josh."

--tyler josephAll Rights Reserved

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From birth, young Tyler is raised with blood, tears and pain. Until Spookyjim sent him a message request one random day. When music was great for coping, would they be able to resist? Would Tyler have to wait until it was too late to make the biggest realization ever? Many twists and turns throughout this journey, will everything turn out alright in the end... or will it end in chaos and death?

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"dude, i'm telling you, tyler can't know. please don't tell him." - josh has been confined ever since he was eighteen. first, a prison. now, a mental hospital. - josh bit his lip before hastily asking, "can i.. am i allowed to know his name?" gaspipe only moved his finger in a circular motion, gesturing for josh to leave. the brunet sighed, standing and placing a hand on the doorknob. however, just before stepping out, he heard a name escape gaspipe's lips; "tyler. tyler joseph." and just like that, any and all excitement josh previously had was suddenly lost. of course, it had to be him. nevertheless, josh left the room anyway, preparing to live the last two days to their fullest before meeting with tyler. of course, it had to be a joseph. - //3-27-17// 6-28-17 \\4-7-17\\ 7-1-17 [Trigger Warning]

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"life is precious, man. appreciate it." "sometimes there's just nothing to appreciate, you know?" --- it's only been a week since high school ended and tyler joseph has already been kicked out of his own house. depressed, angry, and now homeless, tyler isn't sure what to do. he's known for a while he doesn't like life. he self harms, cries himself to sleep, and is more suicidal than before thanks to this new situation. it's as if he's fallen down a hole and isn't capable of climbing out of it. that is, until a very pale boy with blue hair enters the scene. tyler can't understand why, of all people, this 'josh' is determined to save him. but at this point, is he really sure about anything? tyler, very slowly, begins to find joy. it's in music, it's in basketball, but most of the time it's confined in the time he spends with josh. but as tyler begins to get better, josh seems to be getting worse. only tyler is too oblivious to notice. --- [ COMPLETED ] (Co-Written with @tentacleurie) (Seriously she wrote half of this) (Go follow her)

The One I'm Not (Twenty One Pilots)

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