Dear ex lover

"Sometimes you have to accept someone else's choice even though it hurt you more than they will ever know"

Dear "almost" lover,
How are you now that were no longer close? Do the memories get to you like they do me?
Did you ever think about what could have been with us? Lately i've been feeling like you never cared about me because if you did you wouldn't have hurt me and made me feel not good enough. People tell me i need to let go of you and i'm trying but it's not that simple. We hung out all the time i could honestly say you were my best friend you made me laugh and smile what happened to that guy. When you first walked away i questioned why and it hurt. Some people dont understand and honestly i dont think you understood how much you mean't to me. I would have to wake up realizing you had gave up and i was still trying to hold on to you. Some people said if you really cared you wouldn't have walked away maybe they're right.

I really did care about you and you did make me happy. You made me feel everything happiness,sadness, anger everything i thought it was real i really did i was slowly opening up to you then you gave up and that hurt. I cried my eyes out to the point where i was gasping for air. I asked myself why did i get so attached. You told one of my friends you didn't mean to hurt me then why did you? And why did you not come to me first you told everyone else but me how you were feeling but its over now. I'm done letting it hurt me. People told me you weren't right for me and that you were bad but i saw the good in you. I guess i just thought you were different but you aren't and i was crazy to think you were.

But i have realized that people dont always mean what they say and you eventually find out who a person truly is.

I just hope you're happy.