Some of you that share my music interests may understand the title to this, others may not. This is a bio for me. It may be sad and depressing or happy or angry. It will be my outlet more or less. You are free to comment anything you want but if you don't like it then you don't have to read it. Hate is invited and compliments are welcomed! Read at your own risk. THERE MAY BE TRIGGERING THINGS IN THIS!!!!!!!