Why me?
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Last published Thu, Dec 8, 2016
Ryland Thomas is your average emo 17 year old girl. She's depressed and suicidal and doesn't give a care in the world. She stays off the radar at her school, no one even knows she exists. That is until Carter crashed into her, literally.
Carter Jacobs is your all-American skater boy. He has okay grades and is a track runner for his schools team. He's got his group of friends and girls throwing themselves at him. So what about her is different? What about her catches his eye?
*I do not condone suicide or depression or any other things that Ryland or Carter does in this story. The matters of this story are very serious and are not to be taken lightly. They are being used as character development and in no way am I telling you this is okay. Please get help if you are suicidal or depressed because we wouldn't want one less person in this world now would we?*
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