My Invisible Smile
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Last published Fri, May 15, 2020
There are 8 smiles, 7 beautiful and genuine smiles but there was only my invisible smile.
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Have you ever had that sick feeling in your gut that's wants you to curl up in a corner and cry?
That feeling that wants you to go hide in a corner or even a dark place thinking that the darkness will cover your body like a heavy blanket, but instead it suffocates you?
That exact feeling when you think you're all alone but you not...
The same feeling when your head is filled with negative thoughts that covers your imagination with black wallpaper.
No? Well, I've had that feeling, actually I have that feeling everyday of my life and sadly I can't stop it.
Yes? I welcome you to this lovely place called Earth, you will have the best time here and you'll enjoy everything about it, here lives emotions such as joy and happiness and you will never get hurt, and since you are here I would love to give you a complementary Unicorn and a free pass to my life story.
"My name is Isabella Martin, I'm seventeen and I'm here to tell you about my sick tale I call my life."
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