My feelings
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Ongoing8m
Last published Mon, Apr 16, 2018
This is a book that I'm gonna use to basically cash in on my pain. It's a mix of ranting to venting, people probably gonna hate but one of my biggest inspirations for stories is events and feelings I get. I have an active imagination and bipolar disorder so when I get episodes of low I think of worst case scenarios, high episodes I think of best case. This isn't gonna be a depression book but it's probably gonna be full of it.
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