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War In My Mind (An Austin Mahone Fanfiction)

JustAnotherMahomie

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JustAnotherMahomie

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Hey, at first I'd love to say that this is a different kind of fanfiction.

In this fanfiction Austin goes through a hard time. It's about failing important things, like school, and dealing with different kinds of insecurities. It's about losing friends and feeling alone. But most of all, it's about surviving and living.

Please remember that this is a fanfiction which means none of this really happened, I came up with this story.

I'd also love to say that this story goes out to all the girls and boys who suffer from depression, anxiety, eating disorders etc. Please stay strong, not only for me but also for Austin. I want you to know that I care and Mahomies care and Foolish Four cares. Never give up.

Please don't hate me if I suck, I just tried to express my feelings and put it in words.

Also, the title is a line from Lana Del Rey's song "Ride", don't ask me why I named it like that because I don't know.
And I'm sorry, this is definitely the worst description ever.

 Lots Love, JustAnotherMahomie <3

PS: if you ever need someone to talk to, I'm here. Always.All Rights Reserved

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