Illicit (phan)

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Reads 107,145
Votes 5,621
Parts 20
Time 3h 22m

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"I'm straight!"

"The only straight you are is a straight up liar."

{or the one featuring punk!phil and pastel!dan}

STARTED - 07/02/17
COMPLETED - 29/10/17All Rights Reserved

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