Love Me or Hate Me (Harry Styles Fan Fiction)

Hi I'm Alexis. I'm 18 years old. I have blonde hair, blue eyes, and freckles. My body is ugly. I'm abused, I self harm, and I'm bullied. To make things worse I have no friends. The abuse was taken to the extreme and I escaped. I left my home and everything Behind. I can start over. I met a girl name Gemma. Gemma Styles. She absolutely gorgeous. She found my scars so I told her. I then met her brother, Harry. When he saw me he wouldn't talk to me. He hated me. So I began cutting again. All because of him. Ugly. Worthless. Slut. I kept cutting until someone barged in. Harry came in and stopped me. I lost everything. I cried and cried until I fell asleep in Harry's arms. Will this change anything? Will Harry still hate me?