Back To You {Louis Tomlinson}
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My name is Louis Tomlinson.
My happiness and my confidence was my mom Johannah Deakin. She left me, i lost her and she will never come back. My life was paused, but Freddie Reign Tomilinson my son made me to replay the button of my life ,and i got back my lost happiness with Eleanor Calder my girlfriend. First love of my life, with her i spent four years of my life. They both filled my life and have their shades in my existence.
But i didn't know it was short lived, i didn't know that there is no happiness for me in my life, if i did know it already i would have held it longer because now i have nothing. Nothing!
I lost them, i couldn't save them, she got hurt because of me, Freddie was there because of me, it was my fault. I couldn't save them. It was just my fault.
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