La Douleur Exquise
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La douleur exquise(French): the exquisite pain of wanting someone that you know you can never have, and knowing that you will still try to be with them. Has drug like effects.
There must be some kind of cosmic law that says one cannot fall for someone if they're not going to fall for you too. That's what Gahim thinks.
[This is my first fanfic like.. ever! I really hope I can successfully finish this. Any similarity with any other fanfiction or story is purely councidental. This story is purely just from my head and nowhere else.
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