! NONE OF THESE CHARACTERS BELONG TO ME. THEY BELONG SOLELY TO THE TV SHOW SUPERNATURAL, AND I AM NOT CLAIMING I OWN ANY OF THESE CHARACTERS !
~Warnings: Mentions of attempted suicide, self harm, self hate. Please do not read if these are going to trigger you.~
Dean Winchester is the High School jock, with friends and popularity, being the quarterback of the football team. He seems happy, but with an absent father that doesn't seem to care about him or his little brother, he doesn't know what to feel.
Castiel Novak is the nerd, having close to no friends except for Charlie and Kevin. He's diagnosed with depression, and bullied almost every day.
Sam Winchester is two grades below Dean, who, like Castiel, is a senior. Sam just needs Dean to be there, and he's okay. He's a nerd, but not picked on much, thanks to Dean.
Gabriel Novak is Castiel's little brother, in the same grade as Sam. He's outgoing and bright and happy, or that's how he seems for the most part.
Michael Winchester is in college, but is back for a small break. He's happy, has a boyfriend, and his only problem at the moment is how he's going to pay off his college fee.
Lucifer Novak should be in college, but the family has just enough money to barely scrape by. He doesn't need to push it with going to college when he knows Castiel and Gabriel have such a bright future. He's happy where he is, as long as they are.
But who knew that a simple car crash could mess everything up so, so badly?
Sam has been struggling with depression since Stanford. Well, not really struggling. Excelling. He's been excelling at depression since Stanford, and it's only gotten worse since he started hunting again. Unfortunately, the relapses from John's death and Dean's trip to Hell were bad, but they had nothing on the downward spiral triggered by Sam starting the Apocalypse.
But Sam has never come clean before, and he isn't about to start. He's self-medicating, he's suppressing, and he's handling things in the Trademark Winchester Way. He can do this. He can totally do this.
Spoiler: No, he can't.
WARNING: Mentioned suicide attempts, suicidal ideation, and depression.