la diara de anoréxico
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Ultima pubblicazione mar, gen 9, 2018
journal entries and summaries documenting my life and recovery of anorexia nervosa and other mental illness.
WARNING: strong language, disturbing content, numbers, almost guaranteed to be a trigger
do not read unless you either a) are not triggered by body image, food, mental illness etc or b)have a support system to help you through triggers.
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entries are unedited other than few spelling and grammar checks. names of non family are either blanked or changed for confidentiality
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