Breath - kirstenpanics - Wattpad

Story cover for Breath by kirstenpanics

Breath

Reads 149
Votes 12
Parts 13
Time 54m

Reads 149
Votes 12
Parts 13
Time 54m

amsterdam bestfriend breath cancer cigarettes college dutch family friends friendship happiness kirstenpanics love music relationships romance sarcastic

"Sometimes all it takes is a deep breath. A few seconds of air penetrating through your lungs can be the difference between living and dying."

"How philosophical" I said while rolling my eyes and looking up at his looming figure
----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 

A lot happens to Hadley in an extremely short period of time. The main of which being that her older brother, Michiel passes on from an aggressive form of lung cancer. As the influx of negative events flood Hadley's life, she really begins to question her own existence and how unstable life truly is. 

Luckily for Hadley though, there are a few things that she knows are constant. Her best friend Maarten will always be there for her, her brother Simon will always be drunk, the sun will always rise, and air will always be at her disposal. Hadley is comfortable with the constant, it's a safe zone, a place where she will always be able to predict what's going to happen. What happens though, when Hadley finally realizes that maybe it's good to take risks? 

Fortunately for Hadley, she has a great support system to stand by her in her times of difficulty. Comprised of her goofy drunk brother Simon, Maarten, and a curious boy that she meets along the way, and many others, this book reflects on how important relationships truly are.All Rights Reserved

amsterdam bestfriend breath cancer cigarettes college dutch family friends friendship happiness kirstenpanics love music relationships romance sarcastic

Table of contents

13 parts

Sign up to add Breath to your library and receive updates

or

Content Guidelines

You may also like

Are you mine? by EmmJayWriting

We've all heard about 'the main character'. The type of person who lives through the most dramatic and improbable situations, and finds the kind of epic romance you only see in works of fiction. Which makes you think about how unrealistic love like that is. I used to think the same thing until I met him. Until I met 'the bad boy' that, as it turns out, wasn't that bad at all, just simply...a boy. A boy with an easy smile, a charming personality and looks so enticing that I couldn't keep my eyes off of him if I tried. A boy whose shoulders were starting to slump with the weight of his past and his family. A boy who believed that the only way to survive was by putting a lock on his heart and chaining it down to a place so deep inside of him that no one could ever reach it again. A boy who, for reasons I'll never comprehend, placed the key inside my palm and didn't shy away when I tried to free his hidden heart from its restraints. A boy who made me the main character of my own story. A story I never want to forget, and which begged to be put on paper. This is that story. ~~~ #1 love triangle 8/26/2019 #1 teen romance 11/4/2019 #1 mystory 7/27/2020 #1 teen drama 9/9/2020 #1 goodgirl 9/12/2020 Cover by @alexandramar1e Contains swearing and mature language.

Rising Star: Book 3 of The Orion Series by QueenStarbuck

Orion Bauwens: Pale. Black-clad. Smoker. Misanthrope. Delinquent. Foul-mouthed. Troubled teen. Musical genius? Jake never expected to befriend anyone like Orion Bauwens. Yet after their High School orientation, the pair struck up an unlikely friendship. A friendship that, unbeknownst to them, would send them down a path riddled with trials and tribulations, death, heartbreak, and eventual fame. **CONTENT WARNING** This book is intended for mature audiences ONLY. Non-gratuitous depictions of sex, drug use, and under-age drinking are found within this book. POSSIBLY TRIGGERING TOPICS INCLUDING CHILD ABUSE, ABORTION, DEPRESSION, HOMOPHOBIA (INCLUDING GAY BASHING), SUICIDE, AND SUICIDAL IDEATION ARE INCLUDED. READER DISCRETION IS HEAVILY ADVISED. **THIS CAN BE READ AS A STAND ALONE BOOK** ~IMPRESSIVE RANKINGS~ #12 out of 1.88k doubt #23 out of 3.2K stories abortion #71 out of 6.53k guitar #77 out of 10.2k unknown #69 out of 10.2k addiction #845 out of 40.2k fear #371 out of 16.5k scared #952 out of 29.2k mentalhealth #15 out of 345 lgbtchallenge ~TOP TEN~ #3 out of 274 risingstar

Very Unexpected Relationship at the Wrong Time... by WhatSheLivesFor

When you live in small, typical town like Portland, Oregon, you don't expect much. Arielle Martinez had her best friends, an annoying sister, and a single mother. Life was just a sweet time. She got through middle school and was now living her third year of high school. Junior. The only thing for her agenda this year is smiles, laughs, more laughs, and more memories. Of course, the dark-haired troubled, bad boy, Shadowfax Skywood didn't pop in her delicate, easygoing mind. Why would it? Freshman through Sophomore they never acknowledged each other's presence. Not even fight for the last apple pie in the cafeteria. But things have changed when both are thrown more and more into each other's path, but this doesn't bother Arielle much because she has nothing to hide, but what about Shadow? He's not popular, but he isn't close to a loner or at all of being ignored. So what is it? What's his secret? No turning back now, they're both in deep, but will this destroy them or get them closer?

Death Is My BFFLAD (Book Two Original Series) by katrocks247

(Bfflad- Best friends for life and death) Dear Reader, Let's start at the beginning shall we? I died. Oh no, not one of these stories again where someone angelic and heroic saves the damsel in distress. If only I was that lucky. My heart stopped beating. My lungs stopped working, my soul began to lift away... And then I was saved by a beautiful man with a kind heart and sparkles sprinkled around his head in a golden halo. A cunning, dazzling smile etched his angled features and his hair lay perfectly on his head like...black, sinful layers of pure cynical distrusting evil. Evil that was just waiting to onset a innocent girl as myself and allow her a short amount of time of happiness, and then finish her off when she became older. I'll give you a hint. The beginning of that description was slightly exaggerated. The Angel of Death. One of the only creatures known that was capable of settling the boundaries of heaven on earth. The only creature capable of making one of the Devil's darkest deals to my loving mother; a second chance for her daughter. This comes with consequences of course. Everything you know about Death is wrong. Death is not natural, Death is not normal, Death is not doleful, and Death is far from mercenary. Death blends into the shadows like coal against the most atramentous sky. Death walks the earth with his cursed, monstrous and exotic features, his enticing voice and betraying alluring eyes. Death deceives, scratches, and plays with your mind, until you slowly and painfully loose your grip on reality. He'll make you believe he's a different person, that there's a sliver hope for him. Hope for you. Death is close. Forever and always, Faith Williams ************ DIMBFF FAN CLUB ON FACEBOOK: http://www.facebook.com/media/set/?set=a.1605057011183.80718.1378871754&type=1#!/groups/308207282529485/ **** MY WRITING PAGE! Please join! http://www.facebook.com/pages/Kat-aka-katrocks247-from-Wattpad/208740202517075

Burn For Me | 18+ | ✔ by shawtysmad

𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐋𝐄𝐓𝐄𝐃: 𝐏𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐭𝐰𝐨 𝐨𝐟 '𝐒𝐢𝐧 𝐖𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐌𝐞' 𝐈𝐧 𝐰𝐡𝐢𝐜𝐡 𝐒𝐨𝐩𝐡𝐢𝐚 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐀𝐯𝐚𝐧 𝐬𝐩𝐢𝐫𝐚𝐥 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐨 𝐚 𝐰𝐚𝐫 𝐨𝐟 𝐩𝐨𝐰𝐞𝐫, 𝐥𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐡𝐚𝐭𝐞. .•● ✧ ●•. "Smoking is bad for you," he husks next to my ear, squeezing the flesh of my hips before he lets me go and quits the butt of the cigarette with his shoe. With a swift motion I turn the tables, pressing him against the wall this time. My forearm on his throat, holding the tall man in place. I have to throw my head back to look him in the eyes and I have no idea where I've got the courage from, but my temper gets the best of me as I have enough of his games. "You know what's bad for you, darling? Taking me by 120 million dollars." His head dips down to mine, hovering over me. My stomach flutters, and my knees are getting weak from the simple gesture. "Sucks to get a taste of your own medicine, no, love?" He murmers, scanning my face. "You know, you could make all of this stop. Just say the words." His hot breath is fanning over my face as he whispers the next words: "Say you're sorry. 'I'm sorry, sir'. Three words and this war is over." .•● ✧ ●•. One month after Gina's wedding, things get out of hand between Sophia Romano and Avan Kobayashi when they both fight for the top position. Stubborn as they are their little fight for an apology, mixed with a sprinkle of lust and passion, results in something way bigger than their egos. .•● ✧ ●•. NOT a standalone!

My Wildest Dreams by fhsgctcusbf

Josh and Katie have been best friends since he first moved nextdoor midway through freshman year. They were attached to the hip and acted like they've known each other for years. Josh Parker was the all American boy who all the girls wanted, including Katie. As Katie and Josh's friendship blossomed she quickly formed a crush on Josh, but as the years progressed, her crush turned into love. Five years after leaving Miami brokenhearted after finding out about Josh's engagement to his childhood sweetheart. Katie unexpectedly reunites with her former best friend, and Josh quickly realizes that his feelings for her are not just platonic anymore. * As I'm walking out of work I get a call from my brother to pick my niece up from school. For the past 4 years that little girl has had me wrapped around her finger and I wouldn't have it any other way. Unfortunately I got stuck in traffic on the way over so I'm late for pick up. Once I get to Melanie's classroom I fill out the sign out sheet that's on the wall and make my way into the classroom. I faintly hear Melanie laughing so I know she's not upset from me being late. "Hey I'm so sorry. I got stuck in traff..." I said stopping mid sentence, stunned at the woman in front of me. Standing in front of me is someone I considered one of the most important people to me back in highschool. As soon as I looked into those Caribbean blue that I used to know so well, I knew it was her. It takes her a few seconds to realize who I am. She stands there stunned. We continue to stare at each other until she breaks the silence. "Josh?" She asks not believing it's actually me. "Hey Katie girl." Mature content Sexual scenes Inappropriate language (Book #1 of the Dreams series)

Meeting Will 'A Forbbiden Romance' by MaryanaStoltz

●COMPLETED● Fan of erotic and heated love scenes? Well, you've come to the right place. No under 18s allowed🚫. The funny thing about love, is that you don't get to choose but your soul finds its mate. You learn and grow with your mate. But what if all odds are against you being with your mate? Nicole Knight was living her best life, and excited about going to university. Never did she think that it'll all take a back flip because of love. She shouldn't have opened that door because after that particular point and time, she met the first man that stole her heart. But here's the catch! This mystery man's father is soon to be her step father. Wait, what? This story unfolds the journey of two young individuals that instantly fell in love with each other at the most wrong time. The story takes you deep into their journey. You might relate with some of their experiences and that's the exciting part. We all had that one person we loved or do love, and of course life has its ups and downs that creates a gap between you. Like any other love story. There will be ups and downs but if there's commitment between the two individuals then love could prevail right? Oh and there are some 18+ scenes so buckle up :).

The Arrangement by LoraWhite6

Kirsten never has time for love and romance. She spent all of her time studying in college and when she got out into the working world she devoted her life to her job. She has made a few close friends that she hangs out with and that's the extent of her social life. Her family (especially her mother) all give her a hard time about her love life or lack there of. When her baby sister gets engaged they really put the pressure on her since she will now be the only one that isn't "settled down" yet. To appease her family, she decides to bring a date to her sister's wedding. The only problem is she has no idea who she is going to find. Her friends help her find someone and the person they pick is the complete opposite of Kirsten. What will happen? Will Kirsten give love a shot? Do opposites really attract? From the book... You can't tell me you don't feel something when I do this...." He says as he trails his fingers down my arm. Goosebumps in his path betray me, letting him know he is in fact effecting me. "Or when I do this...." He says as he grabs the back of my neck forcing me to look into his eyes. Again the small sigh I let out betrays me. "Especially...when I do this." He finishes before smashing his lips to mine. Warning: Contains graphic sexual content and language. This is your only warning. Read at your own risk!

Silently Falling by Liz_Plum

Highest ranking: #1 in Teen Fiction -- "Sunshine, what guy do you know has a weird fetish with sign language?" She's the aftermath of a high school party nightmare. Tragedy robbed her of her innocence and stole her voice before she had the chance to speak out. The court called her a liar, and the guilty was set free. Now memories plague her mind and trap her in solitude. She was forced to learn sign language, struggling to find a way to voice her silence. He's the definition of the boy she tried to stay away from. The epitome of harsh rumors and hopeless fantasies. The source of lies and blame. He's analyzed, misunderstood, and utterly mysterious. And he may be the one to find her voice. When they meet, she gets accustomed to his arrogance and he gets accustomed to her silence. An essay is what brings them together, but what happens when he starts asking too many questions? Will her past continue to drag her down, or will he save her? Fate has a funny way of bringing people together, but it doesn't always work how it's supposed to. *different summary inside* "Perfect amount of tragedy, humor, and romance!" -Sparkles530 "I feel like I learned a lot from your story, thank you." - 980Sarah "This book is beautifully written. Thank you for sharing it on Wattpad." -AKRathan "I just want to say that Silently Falling was one of the best books I've ever read. It's so beautiful and heartwarming and the way you described the progress of their relationship was beautiful." -Rafyrofy "Perfect ending." -TaylorxTaterxTot COVER: Ensurel

Gift of a Lifetime by I_like__books0

Theodore's asthma has developed into lung cancer. His body too fragile for any procedure, he passes. But in the afterlife, he has a dream. A dream where he is given a second chance. A man surrounded by darkness gives him pity and another chance at living. . . but it comes with the burden of remembering how his other life ended. After fourteen years, Thomas' mother takes him to New York City after a divorce to let them restart. He immediately finds a few friends, Ryan and Jayden, and they live happily for a few hot seconds. But when Thomas gets caught up in books and myths and crimes, he confesses to Ryan what he's been through. But Ryan doesn't thoroughly understand, and rumors spread around. With only the help of one other friend, who seems to him to be more than a friend, Thomas finds himself in a twist of anguish and sadness--he feels there's only one thing he can do. And that decision, to be made or to not be made, will make a huge impact on him. Not only himself, but his dearest friend. Content warning: language, abuse, violence, drug use, suicidal thoughts and actions

You may also like

Slide 1 of 10

Are you mine? cover

Rising Star: Book 3 of The Orion Series cover

Very Unexpected Relationship at the Wrong Time... cover

Death Is My BFFLAD (Book Two Original Series) cover

Burn For Me | 18+ | ✔ cover

My Wildest Dreams cover

Meeting Will 'A Forbbiden Romance' cover

The Arrangement cover

Silently Falling cover

Gift of a Lifetime cover

Are you mine?

We've all heard about 'the main character'. The type of person who lives through the most dramatic and improbable situations, and finds the kind of epic romance you only see in works of fiction. Which makes you think about how unrealistic love like that is. I used to think the same thing until I met him. Until I met 'the bad boy' that, as it turns out, wasn't that bad at all, just simply...a boy. A boy with an easy smile, a charming personality and looks so enticing that I couldn't keep my eyes off of him if I tried. A boy whose shoulders were starting to slump with the weight of his past and his family. A boy who believed that the only way to survive was by putting a lock on his heart and chaining it down to a place so deep inside of him that no one could ever reach it again. A boy who, for reasons I'll never comprehend, placed the key inside my palm and didn't shy away when I tried to free his hidden heart from its restraints. A boy who made me the main character of my own story. A story I never want to forget, and which begged to be put on paper. This is that story. ~~~ #1 love triangle 8/26/2019 #1 teen romance 11/4/2019 #1 mystory 7/27/2020 #1 teen drama 9/9/2020 #1 goodgirl 9/12/2020 Cover by @alexandramar1e Contains swearing and mature language.