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Dark Blue

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Reads 168,181
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Time 2h 11m

starfromouterspace

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"Because I really don't have a future. I don't believe in myself. I'm not sure if I know myself anymore. That's why I come up here, because I am scared."
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What would you give to not have to tread on eggshells everyday, scared off tipping the balance? What would you give to be able to believe in yourself just once? What would you give to be able to just speak up and say what you want to say?

Someone, somewhere would give anything.  

Delilah is a someone looking for a voice but to her she's drowning and doesn't know what to do with life. But there is one thing she clings on to.

The stars.

When the sky turns dark blue and the stars come out, she can escape to her own world, be herself for once. But as things start to unravel and come out into the open, thanks to a mysterious boy, will Delilah ever realise what she's looking for and believe in herself?

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Copyright ©2013 by Y u e h-C h i a L o | All Rights Reserved.All Rights Reserved

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She wanted revenge for her for her sister and she knew the perfect way to get it so that she would hurt the people that did them wrong. But it didn't turn out how she thought it would. She wanted to do it then just go on with her life. Her and her best friend would find her sister then leave to never be heard from again. But that didn't go accoriding to plan she isn't just running for her children she is running for herself. She just couldn't handle the fear of losing herself of being hurt over and over again. So she made a decision for herself to not let love in until being scared almost lost her her life