"Let me help you!" "I don't need your help!" "Please Aph! I love you!" "No you don't! You say that to every girl you casanova!" ~ Aphmau Jessica Phoenix. A sweet girl, no body can hate some one like her, right? Her smile is bright, her amber eyes filled with happiness. But, what if I told you, that she isn't happy at all.. !*-DISCLAIMER-*! I own NOTHING in this book, except for the plot. The image for the cover is simply just edited. ALL the characters except for three belong to Jessica and Jason a.k.a Aphmau Gaming. This has nothing to do with the PDH plot or any other series of Jessica's. This is simply just a fanfic for one of my favorite ships. !*~WARNING~*! There are some mature themes in this, adult language, depression/suicidal thoughts, self-harm,and abuse. If you are a bit touchy/not okay with this subjects, please proceed with caution. I will put a warning like this, to tell you if one of the subjects are mentioned. Enjoy Reading