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Fixations

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Reads 4
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Parts 3
Time 25 minutes

queerlyraging107

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Alistair Harper is a quiet college kid struggling with OCD, anxiety, and a touch of depression. He gets asked out by the slightly more outgoing and slightly older Rahmi Morgan, a bisexual art and education major who genuinely wants to connect with Alistair. Rahmi struggles with his own depression and anxiety. Maybe things eventually work out, maybe they don't, who knows.All Rights Reserved

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No Major Glitches

Rory is a mildly popular speedrunner and streamer whose chill, pastel image is increasingly at odds with his mess of a personal life. Cole is the thorn in his side, a curt and aloof anonymous speedrunner with a habit of beating Rory's world records at the worst possible time. When they meet in person at a charity speedrun event, Rory discovers the truth - Cole is more of a nervous wreck than he is, and even worse, Rory might not hate him after all. Updates Sundays. Full content notes in the external link at the end of Chapter 1.