monserrat castellani wasn't your typical modern gay boy. living in a well sized studio apartment in new york; he is the epitome of art. a painter, a fashion enthusiast and designer; who is very intelligent, but nonetheless, a boy who ignores his feelings much more than he should. monserrat is poised, and knows what he wants in life. to design clothes, and live in peace. but, to his disappointment, things don't always work out as planned. when his (ex) boyfriend amadeus shows up on his doorstep, drunk, slightly beat up and emotional, he is faced with more issues than he could imagine. this is a novel about finding yourself, forgiveness, acceptance, and love. this is not your typical gay love story. this is the story of the painter and the pianist. of monserrat and amadeus. cover by the lovely @aeris-