The worst part about being me, is EVERYTHING. I have nothing to live for anymore. My family died when i was ten. I was put in an orphanage until i turned thirteen. Nobody wanted me. So, i ran away and lived with an old family friend who ended up abusing me. When, i turned eighteen, i finished collage at age twenty one and bought my own house far away in California leaving the memories in Oregon far far behind. I then finally started to take action in my own life. I sang for Simon Cowell and met One Direction, a famous British/Irish boyband who helped me through the toughest parts of my life.