How Should I Feel? (BvB Fan Fiction)
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Last published Tue, Jan 3, 2017
River Synna lives with his abusive father, and he can't stand it anymore. While trying to commit suicide, the police show up. He is saved, his father is arrested, but now he up for adoption. One day, Andy Biersack comes and decides that River needs to be adopted. It takes River a while to get used to living with one of his favorite band members from BvB, but it definitely changes his life.
River:
5'6"
1 blue eye 1 green eye
His natural hair color is blonde
As always, his hair is somewhat long and he has flippy bangs.
He deals with anorexia, depression, anxiety, self harm, and PTSD.
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