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How Should I Feel? (BvB Fan Fiction)

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Reads 100
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Parts 2
Time 11m

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River Synna lives with his abusive father, and he can't stand it anymore. While trying to commit suicide, the police show up. He is saved, his father is arrested, but now he up for adoption. One day, Andy Biersack comes and decides that River needs to be adopted. It takes River a while to get used to living with one of his favorite band members from BvB, but it definitely changes his life. 

River: 
5'6"
1 blue eye 1 green eye
His natural hair color is blonde
As always, his hair is somewhat long and he has flippy bangs.
He deals with anorexia, depression, anxiety, self harm, and PTSD.All Rights Reserved

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𝕎𝕖 𝕓𝕦𝕚𝕝𝕥 𝕤𝕒𝕟𝕕𝕔𝕒𝕤𝕥𝕝𝕖𝕤 𝕥𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕨𝕒𝕤𝕙𝕖𝕕 𝕒𝕨𝕒𝕪. 𝕀 𝕞𝕒𝕕𝕖 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕔𝕣𝕪 𝕨𝕙𝕖𝕟 𝕀 𝕨𝕒𝕝𝕜𝕖𝕕 𝕒𝕨𝕒𝕪. 𝔸𝕟𝕕 𝕒𝕝𝕥𝕙𝕠𝕦𝕘𝕙 𝕀 𝕡𝕣𝕠𝕞𝕚𝕤𝕖𝕕 𝕥𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕀 𝕔𝕠𝕦𝕝𝕕𝕟'𝕥 𝕤𝕥𝕒𝕪, 𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕣𝕪 𝕡𝕣𝕠𝕞𝕚𝕤𝕖 𝕕𝕠𝕟'𝕥 𝕨𝕠𝕣𝕜 𝕠𝕦𝕥 𝕥𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕨𝕒𝕪. After his parents divorced, Archie stayed with his mother and for the past five years and only ever saw Fred for every year in summer break. 𝔻𝕚𝕤𝕙𝕖𝕤 𝕤𝕞𝕒𝕤𝕙𝕖𝕕 𝕠𝕟 𝕞𝕪 𝕔𝕠𝕦𝕟𝕥𝕖𝕣 𝔽𝕣𝕠𝕞 𝕠𝕦𝕣 𝕝𝕒𝕤𝕥 𝕖𝕟𝕔𝕠𝕦𝕟𝕥𝕖𝕣. ℙ𝕚𝕔𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕖𝕤 𝕤𝕟𝕒𝕥𝕔𝕙𝕖𝕕 𝕠𝕦𝕥 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕗𝕣𝕒𝕞𝕖. 𝕀 𝕤𝕔𝕣𝕒𝕥𝕔𝕙𝕖𝕕 𝕠𝕦𝕥 𝕪𝕠𝕦𝕣 𝕟𝕒𝕞𝕖 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕪𝕠𝕦𝕣 𝕗𝕒𝕔𝕖. 𝕎𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕚𝕤 𝕚𝕥 𝕒𝕓𝕠𝕦𝕥 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕥𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕀 𝕔𝕒𝕟'𝕥 𝕖𝕣𝕒𝕤𝕖? Jughead always had his troubles. His father abused him, until he eventually got caught with drugs, and his mother was addicted to exactly those drugs. But even now, where he's adopted by Hermione Lodge, he still can't escape it. 𝔸𝕟𝕕 𝕪𝕠𝕦𝕣 𝕙𝕖𝕒𝕣𝕥 𝕚𝕤 𝕓𝕣𝕠𝕜𝕖𝕟 𝕓𝕖𝕔𝕒𝕦𝕤𝕖 𝕀 𝕨𝕒𝕝𝕜𝕖𝕕 𝕒𝕨𝕒𝕪. 𝕊𝕙𝕠𝕨 𝕞𝕖 𝕪𝕠𝕦𝕣 𝕤𝕔𝕒𝕣𝕤 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕀 𝕨𝕠𝕟'𝕥 𝕨𝕒𝕝𝕜 𝕒𝕨𝕒𝕪. And it only got more complicated when they're suddenly step brothers, of some sort.

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