To all the boys I loved before

I couldn't say it was true. It could have been that I just didn't want to be alone. Maybe all in the end we dies and really doesn't matter. It's the feeling in our hearts that holds on. How can we over and over connect with someone and not work out ? Is their rellly the perfect one? Wonder if their's more than the "perfect one" but we will never meet or know. Or maybe you met or seen but it nothing never happen. I said it, you said it, "I love you" but did you? NO- YES-MAYBE? but we cared and sometimes we always still do.