♡catch me when i fall ; phan♡
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dan always grew up suicidal and depressed; different from the rest of the kids. now he lives alone in his london apartment anxiously waiting for a peaceful death, but when his friend pj drags him along to a party, little did dan know, what happened was going to change his life forever...
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TRIGGER WARNING: self harm, suicide attempts, crude language, drug/alcohol use
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